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15-03-2019 04:37 PM
15-03-2019 04:37 PM
Re: rough time
My soul and heart already feel like they are being destroyed. it doesnt feel like theres much left except a hole. i know you guys know what that deep sinking sort of hurt and sadness feels like and very little helps it, it seems constant lately.
theres so much happening, the worries, the physical pains or ailments, it doesnt seem to stop. Life scares me. alot.
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15-03-2019 04:53 PM - edited 15-03-2019 04:55 PM
15-03-2019 04:53 PM - edited 15-03-2019 04:55 PM
Re: rough time
my mother is making things harder and harder. i dont do lies well. its like digging yourself into a deeper hole and thats exactly whats happening as we speak. its no wonder people have bad opinions on our family. its making me feel sick. ive tried pulling her up on it. no one listens
i so badly want to run and hide away.
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15-03-2019 05:29 PM
15-03-2019 05:29 PM
Re: rough time
I'm sorry your mother continues to make life difficult for you. I wish it wasn't that way for you. You can only change the way you react to your mother, you can't change her reaction or words. That's super tough to be around. Try not to react in anger or fear. You will be the better person in time. It will be difficult for you be this way, but I have faith in you.
Hugs and hugs ❤️ 💜
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15-03-2019 05:49 PM
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15-03-2019 05:55 PM
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15-03-2019 06:00 PM
15-03-2019 06:00 PM
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Just got home @Sans911 . Had a funeral to go to today.
How are you going?
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15-03-2019 06:18 PM
15-03-2019 06:18 PM
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Quiet day for me at home. I've done a bit of study this afternoon, and I'm just about to have a shower and go to my therapist appt. Then I have a volunteer games night tonight.
I'm still feeling really low. And I've almost lost all motivation for my studies. I feel really stuck right now, still wanting to give up. I deliberately missed my pdoc appt this week.
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15-03-2019 06:23 PM
15-03-2019 06:23 PM
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I am glad you have your therapist appt. @Sans911
It is good that you are still connecting here, I know how much of a struggle that has been in the past.
Hugs n hugs for you hun, it is so hard when we feel down and cannot see a way out. You are in my thoughts.
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15-03-2019 08:16 PM
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15-03-2019 08:24 PM
15-03-2019 08:24 PM
Re: rough time
Hi @outlander .. Are you feeling a little less overwhelmed this evening?