Good to hear that you're feeling more settled now @BabyDragon. You sounded distressed earlier and I was concerned for you.
I'm off to bed now. So ... good night. Hope you get some restive sleep and feel better again in the morning. Where do you keep your tablets? Try somewhere prominent where you can't avoid them.. Hopefully you can avoid the same thing happening again that way.
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