You are one unforgettable little turtle @Phoenix_Rising - and I am so pleased to have gotten to know you - YOU ...the YOU that you are because YOU are enough 
My strong preference would be to be asleep right now, but broken brains and destroyed souls are not conducive to sleep. I will never ever ever EVER understand how it is that I have found myself in this position. I was SO CLOSE to making a start in moving forward. I was less than 48 hours away from it. The cruelness of that is beyond my comprehension. 
Super big thank you for sitting with me in my muddle @OhanaSystem and super big thank you for the new story. I am going to listen to it right now.
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Help us push aside the stigma and discrimination surrounding complex mental health and change the way people talk about, and care for, mental illness.
SANE acknowledges the Traditional Owners of Country throughout Australia and recognises the continuing connection to lands, waters and communities. We pay our respect to Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures; and to Elders past and present.
SANE values diversity. We are committed to providing a safe, culturally appropriate, and inclusive service for all people, regardless of their ethnicity, faith, disability, sexuality, or gender identity.