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26-06-2022 03:19 PM
26-06-2022 03:19 PM
Re: My Mosaic
I feel so beat in this race
unable to keep running
the journey seems endless
the battle unbeatable
I see no victory
not for me anyways
i have been challenged enough
accused betrayed and fatigued
I have nothing left
i feel powerless
the last ounces of energy
sucked from my inner most being
i sit in tears
drop my head low
lift my hands high
and claim defeat.
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26-06-2022 04:34 PM
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26-06-2022 06:47 PM - edited 26-06-2022 06:48 PM
26-06-2022 06:47 PM - edited 26-06-2022 06:48 PM
Re: My Mosaic
Just can’t no more
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26-06-2022 09:18 PM
26-06-2022 09:18 PM
Re: My Mosaic
Hey @Bow ,
What's happening for you tonight?
Hope you are okay. Things certainly sound challenging tonight.
Take care,
tyme
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27-06-2022 07:14 AM
27-06-2022 07:14 AM
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27-06-2022 09:26 AM
27-06-2022 09:26 AM
Re: My Mosaic
Short of words today but not looking forward to this week. Not in an ok place physically or mentally.
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27-06-2022 05:10 PM
27-06-2022 05:10 PM
Re: My Mosaic
@Bow sending lots of strength and love you way hon 💕💕
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28-06-2022 07:33 AM
28-06-2022 07:33 AM
Re: My Mosaic
@Bow Sending wishes for you to be able to get through this tough week 💜
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28-06-2022 05:11 PM
28-06-2022 05:11 PM
Re: My Mosaic
Thanks @NatureLover @Snowie
ill try and be quick. Currently inpatient. Someone called emergency services yesterday on me. I was actually out at an appointment with my case manager when they arrived thankfully. So after some gentle encouragement I went in voluntarily. It was a long night. Very busy.
things have taken a turn though cause I haven’t been eating or drinking much. My bp is low, heart rate high. I’m in a psych unit with one on one care with the threat of being moved to a medical ward cause I have been so unwell and having an ng tube in.
i came in wanting a break. A few days. And some medical help with my potassium levels cause they were already low. They have dropped even more now.
I’m tired. Exhausted. My body aches and everything is a mess. I’m so bloody stupid.
please be kind
🎀
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28-06-2022 05:30 PM
28-06-2022 05:30 PM
Re: My Mosaic
Hi @Bow
Wow, that is a huge 24 hours for you hon. I am glad that you went in on your own terms and hopefully you can get some help and support.
You are not stupid hon, far from it. You have been doing the very best you can under difficult circumstances. You have so much going on at the moment.
I really hope that this stay helps you hon. Please be kind to yourself and remember we are here for you.
Sending lots of love your way 💕💕