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Bow
Senior Contributor

Re: My Mosaic

I feel so beat in this race

unable to keep running 

the journey seems endless

the battle unbeatable 

I see no victory

not for me anyways

i have been challenged enough

accused betrayed and fatigued 

I have nothing left

i feel powerless 

the last ounces of energy

sucked from my inner most being

i sit in tears

drop my head low

lift my hands high

and claim defeat. 

 

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@Bow 💌💌

Bow
Senior Contributor

Re: My Mosaic

 

Just can’t no more

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Hey @Bow ,

 

What's happening for you tonight?

 

Hope you are okay. Things certainly sound challenging tonight.

 

Take care,

tyme

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Sorry you're in this space @Bow  😞

 

Sending hugs 💜

Bow
Senior Contributor

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Short of words today but not looking forward to this week. Not in an ok place physically or mentally. 

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@Bow sending lots of strength and love you way hon 💕💕

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@Bow  Sending wishes for you to be able to get through this tough week 💜

Bow
Senior Contributor

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Thanks @NatureLover @Snowie  

 

ill try and be quick. Currently inpatient. Someone called emergency services yesterday on me. I was actually out at an appointment with my case manager when they arrived thankfully. So after some gentle encouragement I went in voluntarily.  It was a long night. Very busy. 
things have taken a turn though cause I haven’t been eating or drinking much. My bp is low, heart rate high. I’m in a psych unit with one on one care with the threat of being moved to a medical ward cause I have been so unwell and having an ng tube in. 
i came in wanting a break. A few days. And some medical help with my potassium levels cause they were already low. They have dropped even more now. 
I’m tired. Exhausted. My body aches and everything is a mess. I’m so bloody stupid. 
please be kind 

🎀

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Hi @Bow 

Wow, that is a huge 24 hours for you hon. I am glad that you went in on your own terms and hopefully you can get some help and support.

You are not stupid hon, far from it. You have been doing the very best you can under difficult circumstances. You have so much going on at the moment.

I really hope that this stay helps you hon. Please be kind to yourself and remember we are here for you.

Sending lots of love your way 💕💕

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