Living with Ourselves

[tyme]

Woohoo! @tonys - look at your tech skills blossom!

[tonys]

Did the flowers make it through ? .  yes little tips are essential. I sent a picture when I first joined by accident. forgot how I did it and then stumbled into it again.  Bit like my last trip to the dunny !

So if I click on that   'emaiL me when some one replies'   box does that mean I unknowingly subscribe to a thread, ?   mystery yet to be revealed.

I'm remembering when I mentioned a ABC news story about medical advance to help people.

You just don't know when someone is waiting to pounce and learning to be agile is more important than any message I send. so I was so grateful  Zoe went to that trouble to teach me.   

I learnt a few days ago that if I click on the header in my email it takes me straight to the nice letters sent to me,  and providing I don't scroll,  I'm spared the bird droppings. 

That helps a lot too.    So now I treat It like the old Pac man game. Chomping teeth,  exit stage left.    Nice little tips,    that helped me.   Thankyou.  

I want to ask how you are but I already know you are always busy dusting and bustling from room to room

so I will just say I'm always grateful for the help you give me here,  and behind the scenes.

Wishing you a lovey evening.                tonys     m b 1

[tonys]

Yes  yes yes.   You are so right about the confusion when half of a story gets deleted.

If a couple of post sent to me had been left up for all to see just for 24 hours then I wouldn't have had to leave some good friends behind,   and i miss em.

But i think from Sanes view,  they may think that some one who post a  ' nasty pasty'   is in crises and in need of help,   so they take it down to save them from themselves till they recover a bit.  I see the logic.  So long as they explain it on the side.  Nothings easy is it.

And I think I might actually get to see it as a challenge,  Like a big game of Pac man.

I'm glad you defended me and also glad you wrote back to  w  /  man.   I'm sure he saw my compliments on his courage apologizing to me.  That could not have been easy  !   A first for me on Sane.  So triple word score I say.  Best of all though Is he has respected my wishes and left me in peace.    Another first. and deeply appreciated. 

I better tell you your post only showed up.  30 mins ago and I was on today on some other writing thing I joined,  so maybe their mail has backed up a bit.   more likely my incompetence.   hope you got my little poem in the chasing sausages post.   I finished it that night reworked it a bit and the book keeper sent it off across the ocean.  I'm so glad you read owlunars  sonnet,  because  i figured out why she sent it,  you see.  She new i would google sonnet  because I had no Idea what it was,  and that led me into miles of magic about stretched syllables,  pulse and rhythm and construction in sonnets,  think I ended up in the  

Darling buds of May .   It gave me a deeper awareness of why her words flowed and resound in my mind the next day.  hope W /  man read it.

Strange that writing removes stress.  excision in an envelope 

Mate ,  I can tell things are not shining  down there and  your little hands are clutching secrets.   I'm the shape in the coffee shop if you wish to dip you cookies in my tea.

Thankyou for your unwavering support .   well wishes to you    and hugs     tonys   moon base   1

[Zoe7]

Hi @tonys I don't know of any specific threads for movies but will take a look around and see if I can find anything.

Maybe you could start a new threads just for movies 😁

[tonys]

Thankyou zoe   @Zoe7   Its ok.  I have been making tentative steps on another site.  I know little of rugby or fast machines.  so Its just a case of knocking on doors and exploring. Lot harder than Sane to navigate,  but at least I'm stupidly stubborn and I feel sorry for them already.   I just keep chipping at the Berlin walls. 

Is dipping pig tails in inkwells still allowed  ?   

  can I stick my gum under the desk.     Take care my favourite teacher.

[Sophia1]

Hello @tonys 

Hectic day..

Yes pitchfork can be heard humming from miles away..

will get back to you when can..

save your energy to respond elsewhere..

find some fun somewhere..

Sophia1

[tonys]

O K   @Sophia1     Thinking of you   my friend.   You will have to tell me what that show was you suggested next time.   forgot and couldnt find it.   I  do hope you are O K. 

Busy spelt backwards is stressed.  but  I didnt go to school so I'll just trust  that you are  well,

And I'm hear If you want to share a yarn..       Tonys   M b  1      Oh . . .  rods bending,   I  get to eat tonight. . !

[Sophia1]

Hello @tonys 

I know that I have not been here for you and the timing is bad...

when is the timing ever good though when life throws challenges like meteorite outbursts..

fear flight mode becomes survival..

I am aware that you have other threads where you feel at ease ..

This appeases me as it has never been my intention to overpower or control your experience on the forums.

I wanted to let you know that you will always be my friend

Friendship does not end with me unless someone hurts me or plays mind games.

You do not do that Tonys.

I will write to you when my life is less intense.

Take care

Whatever anyone tells you...trust Tonys.

Sophia1

[tonys]

Fog horns going on the fridge.     Just know Im here,   I get you,  well as much as

My limitations  ..  .  .  .  and yours will afford us,   and even when apart,  our thoughts  walk hand in hand.          Thankyou @Sophia1      tonys   moon base one.

[Sophia1]

@tonys 

I wrote a long reply to let you know that you are still in my thoughts as a friend.

Then I read over my words which were too morose.

I cannot write to you about my sorrow as I do not like adding to another's pain.

I am putting up a facade have been for some time.

That is friendship when another picks that up about someone from their words.

Thank you

I visit the campfire sometimes and feel the warmth of the fire and of the people gathered around.

Then I am taken back to the streets where the homeless gather around a makeshift fire in an attempt to melt their frozen blood allowing circulation within their bodies.

now I need to leave that alone ..

Breaks my heart to think of my adult son.

will write another time hopefully less weighed down by it all.

Keep on connecting

Thank you

Sophia1