Living with Ourselves

[tonys]

@Appleblossom  hey there.   You are good at trimming off the fat and getting straight to the meat of the matter.   Ive seen that in your letters to other people,  Its the medicine that works best for me, and so i suggest you as the go to person when im out of my depth.....   Hope i havnt dropped you in the chip fryer...    I know  very few people on hear,  poor perception skills,  I dont see things for what they are.......  which works very well for me .......   im a happy soul..., but im not the person you trust in a mental health crises ,   so at 2 am,  you were all i could think off when i got really worried about sophia...    Hope you understand   I better go,     if  any one hears from sophia can they send me a kite ...   Just say she's ok.  Enjoy your older years,  If you've found peace,  savour it and stay in that spot...   Tonys moon base one    

[tonys]

@maddison  Hello maddison..      hope this finds you well.   My train went right passed you're window last night...    Reminded me of when i used to ride the old rattler all the way from the eastern subs into the city and back again none stop just to chill out and pass time.   Millions of people just living out there lives. How are you going with that colouring book,  You do know it has magical powers don't you.......  Hopping you will sneak me a look inside one day..we can share some magic together....    Hope the legal matters are swaying you're way and you get the supports you deserve.   If you have pulled the hatch on your submarine and bottomed the boat, ...do listen out for whale and dolphin sounds on the hull.    They sometimes carry kites for me....   Take care my very dear friend.. and enjoy your time out...    crannies and nooks in colouring books..... tonys moon base one   ...... breathe

[Sophia1]

@tonys @Appleblossom @Emelia8 

Thank you all so much

I will write to each of you when feeling safer.

I have also responded to an email I received.

@TABI found your picture also.

To all of you, your writing to me means so much.

Sophia1

[Appleblossom]

Very relieved to hear back from you @Sophia1 

Honestly I am not good at talking about feelings, that does not mean I do not have them. 

Hope you get better support and work through the situations that were troubling.  I have had some whoppers from supposed carers.  You do deserve respect and care.  Sometimes anger and rage are a part of grief and life.  I have tried hard to channel any anger productively but then I get another broadside from some person who does not seem to have those ethics, and it seems I am back in a dog eat dog world.

 Meeting you was so good for me not to sink into despair about the cynicism in the world.

and @tonys well he is a rough but all the more beautiful gem.  I just love that your whacky mind and humour with imagination, wit and little resent.  Keep being YOU both of you, different though you are.

[maddison]

@tonys 

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[TAB]

All the best wishes @Sophia1 😸

[tyme]

Are they hand drawn or printed @maddison ? Looks so awesome!

[maddison]

Thankyou @tyme 

On sale. It is very good quality book.

Lost ocean 

$2 less than I paid!

I bought gel ink pens like this. They have lots of other different types now. Glitter, metallic. Fun.

Gel ink pens  

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[tyme]

Incredible 🙂 @maddison 

[tonys]

@maddison  You have no idea how relieved i am to read that Einstein Quote.     Very appropriate.    a daisy chain of dreams to you...   tonys  moon base one