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Coming to terms with reality
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20 Sep 2017 06:38 AM
20 Sep 2017 06:38 AM
Re: Coming to terms with reality
Sounds like a few good plans @eudemonism
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20 Sep 2017 12:19 PM
20 Sep 2017 12:19 PM
Re: Coming to terms with reality
it does sound as though your cup runneth over re your daily events
avoiding stress paramount for us all....needs constant reminding in my case. Always forgetting where I am on the list still...a work in progress...
I am in the throes of retiring now...current situation has exasperated my health too much now...so goodbye to paid work...will look into going back to volunteering next year
worked professionally previously...did not complete university though...can't reveal anymore for privacy reasons
I would love to write myself....on the list ...possibly one day...fiction though..
@Adek Skin specialist thumbs up...senile warts and moles!,,,apparently senile warts (large freckles ) appear at the age of 40...
@eudemonismpleased to read about your ideas....books.....order in at library? Good idea...I do that too......all the best with giving up the cigarettes...very hard...so be kind to yourself...reducing gradually is a good outcome to start with too...my husband has been trying for over 15 months....he has cut right back which is better than nothing...especially health wise.....
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21 Sep 2017 03:06 AM
21 Sep 2017 03:06 AM
Re: Coming to terms with reality
I got a few things that make it somewhat easier.
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21 Sep 2017 02:23 PM
21 Sep 2017 02:23 PM
Re: Coming to terms with reality
That is such a true distinction @eudemonism I wholeheartedly agree.
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21 Sep 2017 02:58 PM
21 Sep 2017 02:58 PM
Re: Coming to terms with reality
cynicism and realism are totally different...quite right
I feel as though my responding on here gets under your skin now for some reason
I can honestly say to you....hand on heart....I have always tried to consider your feelings...your pain....
If you knew me personally you would know that I am the last person on earth to ever want to hurt someone's feelings....in fact this has come at a cost to me......
I can be cynical in my attitude towards large corporations...part of the medical system....sincerity of some people who work in those areas.....I have been badly burnt by them
I do not want to upset you or cause you any further pain....
Would you prefer that I stop writing on this thread?......If this makes you more at ease I will do this for you...I sincerely want you to continue using this thread for yourself....if that means my leaving ...so be it..
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21 Sep 2017 03:14 PM
21 Sep 2017 03:14 PM
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21 Sep 2017 03:24 PM
21 Sep 2017 03:24 PM
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21 Sep 2017 03:32 PM
21 Sep 2017 03:32 PM
Re: Coming to terms with reality
thank you so much @eudemonism
I believe you when you say how hard your life is and hence I wanted to make sure that I wasn't just making it worse for you.
keep on writing....I know when I write it does help me...I am not in a good place at the moment....anxiety high...depression hanging around.. lurking in the background...
writing out my thoughts and responding to others helps me too
your taking the time to write back what you did has helped me immensely...thank you..confirms that you are a caring considerate person
dealing with day to day stuff is the absolute pits sometimes....
when I have to spend time with family whom I don't like I tell myself that I am doing it for my husband and myself not them. It is what it is and the time will pass. All they have to do is respect me.
I don't think that you are referring to family....whoever the people are they need to know what you will and won't tolerate......called setting boundaries....hard to do at times but part of being kind to ourselves
hope that you get to read some of those books that you wrote about earlier
thank you again
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21 Sep 2017 03:35 PM
21 Sep 2017 03:35 PM
Re: Coming to terms with reality
just read your last response
odd because what I have already written is about exactly that
we will not let people take us for granted....we will be there to help but not at our own expense....if they disrespect us we have every right as human beings to tell them so and set boundaries. Sometimes we have to say goodbye to people like that. They are leeches.
Be kind to you
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21 Sep 2017 05:07 PM
21 Sep 2017 05:07 PM
Re: Coming to terms with reality
And so i go through this pros and cons analysis of going through with catching up with someone. (Usually me catching up with others ) Friends, family, church community, one of my social group meetings or members, neighbours, a person from the professional community. Etc. And with each source of social contact. I need to assume this character and be this person who wears a mask to suite the social dynamics of the situation. Blend in, try be accepted, try and understood, listen to the message. Have a good conversation. Help. Be helped. Support, care encourage. Enjoy my time with people. And without a doubt there comes a dilemma fuelled, dramatized, envious, jealous, covetous, and bad side to everything. They think it's me. I think it's them.
There also a good side to it. Distract myself for half an hour 45 mins. Have a drink of water or coffee. Talk. Relax get out of house. Tend to my social needs. But one too many times i been thinking. This is stuffed. Im getting socially screwed over here. And there not much i can do about it. Often in the afternoon times. You know. Bored and lonely.
So ive decided to spread my social network out over a large area. With varied different people. And open up as many options as possible. Ie. Meet new people. Do more activity based stuff with different and new people. And just hope that it broadens my horizons and opens up opportunity. It's slowly happening.
And sleep. I'm going to be getting as much sleep as possible from now on. So it helps.
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