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Bow
Senior Contributor

Re: My Mosaic

@Eve7 @Emelia8 💕💕

Bow
Senior Contributor

Re: My Mosaic

I need it to just stop

the constant noise in my head

telling me what to do

Re: My Mosaic

Sending hugs @Bow ...EDs seem so incredibly hard to deal with 😞

Bow
Senior Contributor

Re: My Mosaic

Tortuous at the moment @NatureLover 

 

The constant noise inside my head. Arguing between what I know I need and what my ED wants…. my ED is winning today. Torturing and depriving my body. 

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Sorry to hear it has been hard for you @Bow 

Sitting with you hon 💗💗

Bow
Senior Contributor

Re: My Mosaic

Anyone around?

Re: My Mosaic

I'm sorry no-one was around for you yesterday here, @Bow ...I normally don't go on the forums in the evenings as I get depressed in the evenings. 

 


@Bow wrote:

Tortuous at the moment @NatureLover 

 

The constant noise inside my head. Arguing between what I know I need and what my ED wants…. my ED is winning today. Torturing and depriving my body. 


I'm sorry to hear...it sounds like yesterday was pretty bad for you 😞

 

I really hope today is a bit better 💜

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Sending some love to you today @Bow @NatureLover @Snowie 

 

❤️💚🤗💚❤️🤗💙💜🤗💜💙

Bow
Senior Contributor

Re: My Mosaic

Today is a special anniversary for me. Its the anniversary of graduating the rehab program that I spent nearly a year at. It feels really different today. I feel disappointed within myself. Disappointed that I’m not able to put into practice all the things that I learnt there, all the things that transformed my life back all those years ago. I know that if I could things could be really different for me. I wouldn’t be where I am now, fighting to stay alive all over again. 

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TW: Eating disorder

 

Hi @Bow 

 

I'm so sorry this anniversary of what should be a good memory has brought up such negative feelings for you. I'm sorry this is just continuing for you of late. Are you okay right now? 

I can see why you feel disappointed. I get disappointed with myself so easily, though as I've gotten older I do it less often. I used to have an ED and felt in constant battle with it. One day I realised I was in front of it more often than not.

 

Maybe you don't realised it but there are probably things about rehab that have stuck. I for one am glad you're here and reaching out today. Sending big hugs

 

hanami 💮

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