Something’s not right
I am happy that you are getting help @Lee82 It has been a long time coming Hon and whilst it is not ideal it really is good to know you are getting help. You stay strong too Hon and let them look after you for a while. Seeing your boys I know would be a massive thing for you so I am so glad they can visit. 
If calls are all that you are allowed right now then that is what you have to work with @Lee82 Hearing their voices is better than nothing though Hon ...and have faith that getting this help now will benefit you all in the future ...I believe that for you Whenever you have doubts or feel like it is too much, remember all of us here on your side, thinking of you and waiting for the day you can come back to us ...because we will be waiting
Hon you do not have to give anything to anyone right now. All you need to do is let those trained to look after you ...and of course we here will be thinking of you @Lee82 You have hit rock bottom but are getting help - that is a really good thing. Your only thought needs to be you and getting through this - and you are in the right place for that now. Your strength, your energy, your faith in yourself will come in time but for now just rest because I can hear very clearly that that is not only what you need but all you can do. ...and we will be thinking of you and sending our warmest thoughts your way.
