catching up

[hiddenite]

Hi NIK going private this time I don't know how to tell the girls.
I'll break there hearts againg.
im so worthless and overwhelmed.

[Jacques]

No my angel, it was a great idea, if i could afford it i would do it in an instant, that would be the best plan, me to have my own space. maybe i can make it work later in the year. 

Karen, please don't speak like that, we will get through the night together, hey at least you are going to a private facility, it has to be way better than the public system. Karen, lets work through tonight together 🙂

OK dinner soon, have you sat the girls down to tell them? maybe wait till after dinner, tonight you need to have some mandala ready to keep you occupied, can you take the Mandala with you to the MHU? maybe you can try drawing while you are in their.  hmmm, is their anything on TV tonight? 

You can sit with your perfect prince if you like 🙂 maybe we can enjoy a night together, how about we chat about what we wish of the future? all our wild dreams? like if we won lotto dreams? how does that sound my angel? 

we will work together KAren, you are not alone, i care for you, you mean the world to me. hugs my sweet princess.

Jacques

[hiddenite]

Thanks jacques no I havent told the girls I don't know how.
your idea the other day about the people coming to the house was brilliant.

Im so low jacques I don't think I'll be much fun. Everything good I wish for you. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to know what its like to be hugged. Appreciated and loved unconditionally.
Hugs
karen

[NikNik]

Hi Jacques - I know what you meant.. and that's what I was challenging - your perception.

Your mother doesn't see you as a boarder - she sees you as a son.

[Jacques]

Karen, maybe tell the girls that you are going into the MHU to get better so you can all move into your new home.

Karen, I don't think either of us will be fun tonight, but we both need to lighten the mood, please try Karen, we both need a distraction, I am willing to chat about anything.

Karen, we both deserve happiness, both of us, Karen, you are so lucky to have the girls, they love you unconditionally. Hold them tight Karen, let them be the strength for you to keep going.

Karen, no one will ever love me, their is no hugs for me, it is no one's fault, I have chosen to push every one away and not get close to anyone, you are the only person I am close to now.

Hugs my princess, you are awesome. 🙂

Jacques

[Jacques]

Thanks @NikNik,

Things seem so out of control, I feel like I am losing grip, this is not how I envision the future.

I hope I have not violated any rules.

Jacques

[CherryBomb]

Hi @Jacques and Karen @hiddenite,

I'm on now, so you got me for this evening.

Great idea @Jacques about focusing (redirecting) your focus on something light.

I know that you're both feeling low at the moment, so lets consider how we can make the most out of the Forums tonight. 

Bearing in mind, that we're not a crisis service, and like we've discussed in the past the Forums could be used as a means of distrraction. Sometimes just chatting and being with others can be good.

How about we talk about our favourite movies? What have you seen lately? Or what was the last one you watched?

[Jacques]

Oh gosh @CherryBomb,

i don't think i can, it will be triggering for @hiddenite the movies i have watched lately, Vikings starts tonight, i have watched all the seasons of the TV series, it is interesting to see how my ancestors conduted themselves, i don't think i would have made a good viking 🙂

I watch pretty full on TV shows and Movies.

How about @hiddenite,m y angel, we talk about our dream cabin in the middle of a rain forest? 

[CherryBomb]

Hi @Jacques

The viking days sound interesting. Thanks for brining to my attention how discussing TV shows might be triggering for @hiddenite.

I love the dream idea of the cabin in the rainforest?

Perhaps @hiddenite and you can describe to me what it looks like? Fireplace? Log cabin? Or maybe tree house?

[Jacques]

Something like this would do me, i nthe middle of no where, near a little lake or river, as far away from people as possible, have my own little veggie garden and hunt for some meat, no power, no water, just nature and no people, gosh what a dream, do you think it is possible to escape society? 

Nothing but peace and quiet, it would be so nice.