OMG i am so sorry @Former-Member, i missed yoru message on Monday, their was so much going on with the moderators i lost track of the posts.
Yes 1 of the people i saw on sunday where from highschool, he was my best friend until he betrayed me. Yes it does bring back so many memories, memories i want to forget. luckily they did not see me, i went out of my way to make sure i went in area's they where not. i am so tired of having to live in fear all the time, but my town is so small their is no way of hiding anywhere.
Thank you for saying such nice things, but i have never been in a romantic relationship and have no idea how they work, i feel so ashamed to be 33 and never been romantic with a woman, their is so much pressure for men to be sleeping around and you are put down if you are not, like you are weird or abnormal. i feel so abnormal i see all my family cousins younger than me having been married have children and some of them are buying their second homes. i just wish i could share my life with a woman, someone who i can have fun with and oh i don't know, it is just a dream. i don't know what i want.
I feel responsible for men abusing women because being of the male species it makes me angry, sad and confused to how men can be so lucky as to have a beautiful woman kind and caring and then treat them like dirt, the town i live in has the highest rate of doestic violence in NSW, so many women who deserve better so many men like me who would be kind and caring for them it just upsets me that is all.
Well @Former-Member, i have always told myself if i was lucky enough to meet a woman i would get a vesectomy straight away to make sure their is no mistakes, if their is ever a free clinic come to my town to perform these procedures i will be the first in line. even if i have not met anyone. just to be sure.
Well i don't want children because i would not make a good parent, i struggle with loud noises, i am terrified of being acussed of abuse, i think the world is severly over populated, and i want to be the last family member of my fathers side. I have no problem with others having children, i just don't want any myself.
Oh @Former-Member you are a wonderful woman, very smart and i think you are great, yes sometimes it is hard to come to terms with what we are ment to be, i have found the same, being alone i do all my own cooking, cleaning and sewing, some men would laugh if they know what i do, but it is because i have been to poor to pay someone else to do it, so i had to learn.
Oh @seuss i am so sorry you have lost the only person to care about you, the feeling of lonlyness can be so overbearing sometimes, and feleing alone and scared is so horrible, i do hope one day you can find someone to spend your life with who cares for you deeply and gives you a family and a safe environment.
That is totally ok I will call him Mr. Cat 
You are so lucky to have a cat, OMG that is so cute, yes i can watch cats for hours playing with things, one of mums friends had a cat, and i thought it was awesome. it sounds like you have a great friend and companion in Mr. cat, please give him a hug for me.
No i don't have any animals, i don't have the money to care for them properly, and i am not in a good enough frame of mind to care for an animal, but i like the wildlife that lives in my yard, they will play and eat around me whil i am out in the yard, some of them allow me to get within a meter of them, they seem to trust me, i feel so honoured that they do.
Yes i feel the same, unless i can care for something i would much rather not have them.
Once again @Former-Member, i am so sorry i missed your message, oh i am posting here becuase the other thread is closing today, so please if you would like to talk to me, please post here, i would like to chat with you some more, you are a nice lady and i do hope we can become friends.
Take care. be kind to yourself.
Jacques
Oh My angel, can you at least try drinking 1 bottle of water? it will not affect your IBS, i know because i drink lots of water, i do understand staying away from food, i had that problem on sunday.
Please for me angel, try to drink at least some water.
It has been ok, moving cabinets back and forth, i had to go to the tip which gave me great anxiety, but got rid of all the rubbish, after tea i am thinking of painting 1 wall in the loungeroom. see how i go. Otherwise a bit of a lazy day today. I was lying in bed all afternoon with a headache, i was thinking of you in your classes, worred that you are so scared, i feel so helpless to protect you my angel.
Well without further adue, a big, big hug for my best friend. let me know if i squeeze too tight 
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SANE acknowledges the Traditional Owners of Country throughout Australia and recognises the continuing connection to lands, waters and communities. We pay our respect to Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures; and to Elders past and present.
SANE values diversity. We are committed to providing a safe, culturally appropriate, and inclusive service for all people, regardless of their ethnicity, faith, disability, sexuality, or gender identity.