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[greenpea]

@StuF   what do you think StuF. i was wide awake .... am i losing it??

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[StuF]

Hey @greenpea 

I wouldn't take that as a sign of losing it in isolation. Our minds 'trick' us sometimes. For instance, I get quite a lot of de ja vu which freaks me out on occasion...

I know it's not the same thing, but it feels real and cannot be explained

I certainly cannot explain your instance...other than to say there is very likely much more going on than we normally realise. Personally, if it doesn't hurt you or anyone, we kinda just need to accept that we just can't know some things. Not yet, anyway

No idea if that makes any sense or anything. I guess my takeaway is that I don't think you should be worried. If it keeps happening, well, that might be another matter

Sorry for that bunch of words with little substance!

[greenpea]

@StuF   there is more. i saw a gremlin looking thing smiling at me from outside my kitchen window.  one blink and it was gone ... then the other night i heard a woman inside the house saying she must whisiper ... i am seeing my psydoc at the end of july i just dont want to be admitted again because of my weird and wonderfuls.🤐

[greenpea]

@StuF   sorry dont want to dump all this on you and everyone just feeling vulnerable.

[StuF]

Hey @greenpea 

I can see why you are getting a bit concerned. I still wouldn't freak out...but that's easy for me to say.

Is there anyone else - counsellor or something - you can talk to before then that won't immediately try and admit you? I mean, I don't think anyone would do so, but that is based on what little I really know about your and your history/situation and so on.

Overall I just hope you are ok (enough)? Is there anyone there with you at the moment?

[StuF]

Don't apologise for that @greenpea !

[greenpea]

@StuF  i have my adult kids with me and they take good care of me. i couldnt ask for more caring children.  i have spoken to my mum about some of the instances xx

[greenpea]

@StuF  i have a mental health nurse that i see weekly i could talk to her.

[StuF]

So glad you have your kids there with you @greenpea ! I thought you did, but wasn't sure.

And great that you've been able to share a bit with your mother. What was her reaction? I mean, she obviously knows you pretty well lol

Better than I do anyway