Good Morning

[TAB]

there were few signs earlier that all not right with back yet @Former-Member ..albeit minor ones..

thats good re blood sugar.

need to get food from shop

do washing 

pay rent. sorta thinking walk, prob should , def tomorrow anyway

[Former-Member]

Is spitting here @TAB just in from my W.A.L.K. was going to do some washing, its humid and windy but overcast.  Feeling tired but was still able to get out and exercise. 

Have my diabetes educator tele-health appointment today. Shedded more weight, since the past couple of weeks I had no appointment with her but she will be happy with my progress when I talk to her on the phone. 

My tigernuts arrived in the mail. They taste so sweet and chewy. 

No more rent for you @TAB - you're a homeowner now. I think its bloody fantastic. I'm so pleased you stuck to your course and was still able to get something which was incredible. Good stuff!

[Historylover]

Hello @Former-Member. Thank you for your thoughts, but joining any such group is of no use because suicidal thoughts are not the issue—the issue is the situation that is causing me to feel that there is nothing to make my life worth living. 

I just need the people who so painstakingly destroyed my life to develop the conscience, integrity and sense of decency needed to undo the damage done to me, my life, family, future and reputation. 

And there's no chance of that. They are on a good thing with me as their scapegoat. They have left me with nothing to live for.

[Former-Member]

I can understand that @Historylover, unfortunately these people have no conscience and you just have to get revenge by "living your life to the max". That is what I did. 

I have been subjected to heavy levels of bigotry, vilification and hate. Could not get redress through the courts. It would not abate.  I just decided to live my best life ever. 

Life doesn't stop to give into our hopes and wishes but there is so much in life to live for in spite of what perpetrators do.

Just let it go and allow yourself to live your life fully, its the best way to live. That is all I can say.

If you are looking for justice or to get your life back I will say it does not exist. It was cold comfort to me but just focus on yourself and your sense of direction in life and what makes you intrinsically happy. 

Just get over the sense of injustice and move forwards.  There is so much to get into. Fall in love with your life and don't let them win!

I never got my life back, it certainly is a different kind of life but I wouldn't have it any other way

[Kyle1]

Good morning @Historylover 

How's it going?

Have you any outings for the weekend ?

Kind regards to you, also, @Former-Member  🙏

[Historylover]

Good morning to you too, @Kyle1. Still putting one foot in front of the other here. 

No outings planned for the weekend (what are outings?). I'm reading a book at the moment, and it will keep me quiet for a few days. 

What about you? How are things?

[Kyle1]

I'm not sure...

It's Friday. I'm anxious. Not because it's Friday. It's because life is like a box of chocolates... sweet. 

No - that's not how it goes...

Yesterday was a weird one. I experienced so many different personalities yesterday, it left me extra confused then. And now. 

Makes me want to wear an extra large hat that I must go out again today.

What's your book? @Historylover 

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Kyle1 hope you are enjoying a good start to the day.  I have been irradiating my blood with a laser to get it clean. Its done so much for me allready but takes up to 9 weeks for full effect. Just planning my day according to channelled insight from a "medium" I follow.  Was hoping to go to a soundbath this morning but don't think it will be happening somehow. Got to go for a W.A.L.K. fairly soon.  We are half way through the eclipses.  It we be heightened energy on the full moon next week on Friday, so will pull out some amethyst crystal as a negative energy buffer. May attend a free online yoga class for the eclipse with Life Force Academy, they always put out great stuff, its worth signing up for their free classes. It settles me during difficult energy like full moons and eclipses.

[Historylover]

I have had many deeply, psychological experiences with my ex-psychiatrist, @Kyle1. Experiences I do not discuss with others because it would go over their heads. I tried here once by mentioning telepathy, which is real, and is very different to 'hearing voices'. In fact, I would have liked to research how much of 'hearing voices' is actually malicious telepathy if I had continued with my course. However, telepathy is the most basic of paranormal experiences I experienced with my ex-psy. From time to time, I chance upon something that furthers or confirms my understanding and knowledge. 

The book I am reading is A Short History of (almost) Everything Paranormal. The first 60, 80 pages were very confirming of my observations. 

Different personalities. Is that as you interact with others or while on your own? In my early youth, I used to behave differently in every different situation, so when I saw a psychiatrist while suffering depression, I said that I don't know who I am, that I change my personality with the people I'm interacting with. So, who am I?

It seems that it aligns with a failure to consolidate our maturing identity.

We all do it every day anyway. We were covering it a bit in my recent intercultural communication studies—how we change the way we conduct ourselves in line with the situation and people we are interacting with. In my youth I seemed to adapt to who my companions wanted me to be. Now, thankfully, I'm locked in to being me.

However, that may be different to what you are referring to?

[Kyle1]

I just learned this week that black crystals are supposed to be protective...obsidian, shungite, citrine, too (even though it ain't black)...

Tell you what: a sound bath sounds great! You just a bit low on spiritual fuel this morning to make it @Former-Member ??