A long rave

[outlander]

@Mazarita 👋

[CheerBear]

No I didn't @outlander, though where two colours meet it has naturally gone that way. It's not my style I dont think. I love it on others but I think it suits longer hair and a more delicate look than the one I have
maybe ☺

Mine are so used to me doing things like this that I don't think they know any different @Mazarita. It's when their friends comment that I think they realise.

Do you think that trying not to panic at boredom is more intense tonight after such a big and productive day yesterday? I could never really get in to Seinfeld but I know it's a big hit with a lot of people.

[outlander]

We always think it looks better on others @CheerBear might not be suited to you however you gave it ago.

[Mazarita]

I often get bored, @CheerBear, and anxious about what I'm going to do. It's quite hard for me to relax properly except in sleep. It could well be more intense tonight after such a good day yesterday, but it's not an unusual feeling for me at all. Sometimes I get panicked about what I'm going to do next seconds after I've finished something, lol.

How are you feeling tonight?

[CheerBear]

Hugs @Mazarita. That wouldn't be a nice feeling over a long period of time.

I'm a bit meh tonight I think. I don't know. I heard again today that it's still going to be 2 weeks until the break place. It's been a week since I was referred to catt tomorrow so if it is still 2 weeks from today, it feels like a long time waiting. I'm tired.

[Mazarita]

Ah, that's hard that it's still another two weeks away, @CheerBear. Hugs for your tired feelings. Do you think you will be okay waiting that amount of time? I know things have been really hard for you overall lately. 

[CheerBear]

I think I have to be @Mazarita. It's not ideal but there's not really another option. Hopefully the med that I start this evening can help with sleeping better tonight maybe. That would help.

[Mazarita]

It would really help if you could get better sleep, @CheerBear. I hope the new med helps a lot with that. A pity that it's taking longer than hoped and I can imagine how two weeks feels like a long time right now. But it is a shortish period of time and we are here to help you through it, when and if you need that. 

[CheerBear]

Thank you @Mazarita. I really appreciate it. Two weeks. I can do two weeks.

❤

[Mazarita]

Hugs, @CheerBear. 

I think I'm going to try to watch a series C has got on TV now, so I'll sign off. It's sci fi so I may be able to get into it. Thanks for another chat today, it's been great hanging out with over the course of this one. Sleep well when you get there.