A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

[Former-Member]

Well, I still think you're super brave @Emelia8 💞

[Anastasia]

It's funny I was going to comment about the small room you left me in whilst you had treatment but I didn't want you to think I was complaining. I listened to music and tried to not worry too much about you so got through it 😁😃

That is good hubby is sorted so hopefully means you can put him out of your.mind a little knowing he's ok? 

Aren't our furbabies funny how they wait for their family anxiously, I'm deaf in one ear and either need surgery or an aid...somethjng I keep putting off as I really don't want to face/deal with it, so Holly and I make a good pair lol. 

I'm so glad to hear you are ok, I'm not surprised you've fallen into a bit of a heap, go with what your body is telling you to do or not do. I would suggest rest is more than likely it's message. Your brother sounds like such a lovely soul, I too wish life had been kinder to him, well to both of you actually.

Haha I did get your little wise crack, oh if only...I am so pleased that you seem to have fabulous support there, and so you should, it's nice to know you are being taken care of. A later start tomorrow sounds nice especially given the trip itself is long. Hopefully a good night's sleep and a slow start will be just what the good Dr ordered for you tonight/tomorrow.

I'm ok Em, I'm not really feeling up to a day in the office tomorrow but I am aware that they have potentially run out of milk and that I need to have a technician repair a.laotop prior to Monday for a new employee. So at this stage I think I will have to push myself to pick up the groceries and take them in. Worst case scenario I can grab my things and come home and work I guess. I just really hope that I am up to doing that. Crossing everything. I spoke to my natropath about this and she said having my bars done makes me my body more aware and suggested my body will "tell me" if I do too much. Well all I can say is bloody hell it sure has "spoken"!!! I've always pushed myself, doesn't everyone? A bit frustrating that I now potentially have to listen to it (give it a voice). Anyway who knows, all l know is that I feel like a bus has run over me and the reversed. 

I have only just got out of bed so been doing diamond painting for the last half an hour. I should attempt some dinner now so I'll leave it there. Love and hugs my dear dear friend xox

Oh and if there's room again in your pocket can I come with you tomorrow please, I don't want to be greedy so only if there space? 

[Former-Member]

Hugs @Emelia8 

I met some interesting people doing chemo with my brother. It was sad but I was also glad that he shared a bit of it with me.  Medical life and appointments IS the reality for so many these days.

It is a new stage in your journey.  Comparisons do not matter.  You are doing your best as many people do.

Love Apple

[Eve7]

Such huge days for you @Emelia8 @and I find myself thinking of you lots.

Big hugs and love for another safe journey tomorrow...you’ll beat the big C!!!!

💙🦋🤗🦋🤗🦋💙

[BlueBay]

Not bothering at all @Emelia8 

Your friend ❤️

[Anastasia]

Just want to let you know I'm thinking of you. I do hope you got to put your feet up and rest with Holly, perhaps have something you like for dinner? 

I can imagine you would be pooped? Not sure whether your mind is ready to rest though? Hope so.

Love you @Emelia8 💕❣️💖

[Former-Member]

Good night sweet Em, hope you manage to sleep well. Love you @Emelia8 

Good night @Anastasia @BlueBay @Eve7 

[outlander]

@Emelia8 💛

[Peri]

Dear @Emelia8 ,

i apologise for not being around for you over the last week or so.  But I have beeen reading the posts.  It is good that you are going through the different stages of treatment, once you start the end is not that far off.. I think by now you would have had one radiation.

enjoy some hubby free time as you call it.it is a ahme that you did not get to see your father but, sometimes in life you can only do one thing at a time, and it is best to focus on that, then deal with life’s big challenges.

you will get through this radiotherapy stage, three weeks will go in a flash.

we have been having very hot weather here in WA. But today was lovely and the air tonight is fresh.

i bathed my dogs this evening and they are in need of a clipping, I shall have to get my son onto that.

well emelia I hope that you sleep and feel ok in the morning.

i am thinking of you on your cancer “journey”, as some like to say.  I don’t like the expresssion myself.but I think of you each day and send you my positive vibes 

much love peri

[Anastasia]

Well it's morning again and I hope that you succumbed to some sleep last night. I hope you're ok, your silence speaks volumes and I feel thay you're struggling. I'm sending you the biggest hugs I can muster full of strength and love and courage. Not that you need courage, you have that in droves already. I'm ready to go in your pocket, I even brought a podcast so that you don't have to worry about my needs (cause that's just what you do) for when I can't be with you. Love you dear Em, you've got this x

@Emelia8