A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

[Emelia8]

Dear @Anastasia. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. I would like it very much if you were to tag along today, together with your magic dust. The flowers are gorgeous too. They look like freesia's, my Mums favourite.

Have a good day at work my friend.  Love you even more. 💕🤗

Emelia

[Lee82]

No apologies needed @Emelia8. I hope you were able to rest your eyes and get a little sleep last night. I ended up getting about 2 hours. 

Yes Mum is a massive pain in the butt. Having to be around her OCD as a child was hard enough as she would always put her OCD issues on me  but now as an adult I seem to be doing more and more. The down fall from living a few doors down from her. I am expected to be at her house everyday pretty much all day helping her out and if ever I say I need to go home to do things at my place I get accused of being lazy and wanting to just go home to sit on the couch. Then when she comes over to my place (which isn't very often thanks god) she is always wondering around judging how my place looks. Telling me I need to do more. Damned if I do and damned if I don't. 

I will be with you today too hun as much as I can as like @Anastasia said you will need to be hubby's support so a little support for you too is needed. I hope everything runs smoothly for you today hun and you are able to have a rest this afternoon when you get home. All the best my friend. I will be thinking of you and hubby. 

[WIP]

Morning @Emelia8 

How are you going? I hope the trip to your hubby's specialist today goes alright. Enjoy the fish n Copa you are planning to have for lunch - yum!

I read something on a post you made yesterday that really resonated with me. You have such a good way with words - 

 Death is never easy, whatever end of the age scale.  It leaves a lasting ache in the heart.  But we find ways of honouring our lost loved ones, and slowly the deep sadness of loss changes to gentle reflections of happier times

---

 I've been missing my Dad a lot recently. Not sure if it's the lead up to the AFL footy season, or just that it was his anniversary last month. 
But reading your words made me smile, and acknowledge that I've been able to spend time reflecting of late - something that has taken me a long time to be able to do without bursting into tears.

So, thank you. 

xx

[Lee82]

Hope all went well today hun with your hubby and that you are now home resting. 
just wanted you let you know that I have been thinking of you all day. 
much love @Emelia8 

[Emelia8]

Thank you @Lee82 @WIP. Yes got home about half an hour ago. Had yummy fish and chips after apt and before coming home. I brought a little piece home for my little Holly. She loves fish.

Thank you @WIP for your kind words regarding my earlier post about losing loved ones. Glad it initiated a smile and some reflection on your Dad.

Thanks @Lee82 ... hubby has had his Parkinsons medications increased further to try to counteract the progressive effects of the disease. Thank you for thinking of me. Hope your busy day is going well.

@Anastasia ... How is your work day going? Hope you are okay.

Emelia 💞

[Lee82]

Lovely to hear you were able to enjoy your fish n chips for lunch. Holly is very lucky and I'm sure she enjoyed every bit of that fish. 
I'm so sorry hubby's medication had to be increased but I hope it will help further his ability to be able to do everyday things. 
My day has been very very long...had to also take mum to lincraft and Bunnings as well as coles so I have been out all day. Now at school picking up Mr9. 
@Emelia8 

[Snowie]

@Emelia8 hoping your day has gone ok for you hon 💜

[Anastasia]

Still going @Emelia8 but all ok thank you xxx

[Anastasia]

Home now...no one here so popping in to tell you I'm sorry about hubby's medication increase. Fish and chips always yummy and lucky Holly 

@Emelia8 💞

[Anastasia]

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