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- Author : The-red-centaur
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- Topic : Something’s not right
@outlander I'm sorry you struggle with an ED too.
I was trying so hard to do what they wanted but I can't anymore. I give up eating, it's too hard.
Maybe today is a bad day for my ED and I can try again tomorrow I accept that as possible but tbh I don't know if I can try again tomorrow or just give up.
Inpatient is actually making my ED worse. They record everything I eat so it makes me so much more consciousnof my intake. I tried not counting cal but that didn't last. I'm not enacting my bulimia but it's going back to anorexia again instead of those things getting better.
I'm really scared about my next dietician visit. I don't want the tube like they've threatened.
Tbh I really don't know how to recover. I've had eating issues for 20 years.
I was trying so hard to do what they wanted but I can't anymore. I give up eating, it's too hard.
Maybe today is a bad day for my ED and I can try again tomorrow I accept that as possible but tbh I don't know if I can try again tomorrow or just give up.
Inpatient is actually making my ED worse. They record everything I eat so it makes me so much more consciousnof my intake. I tried not counting cal but that didn't last. I'm not enacting my bulimia but it's going back to anorexia again instead of those things getting better.
I'm really scared about my next dietician visit. I don't want the tube like they've threatened.
Tbh I really don't know how to recover. I've had eating issues for 20 years.
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