I think that’s really lovely @CheerBear. Think we’ve got it (otsrg) 😂. I’m going to have to get that put in my iPad dictionary so I don’t have to remember it 😜. 

Yesterday when I was doing my assessment/ interview for the break place I realised that I’ve actually come along way. I’ve been kicked out of (taken to hospital for being naughty) of break places in the past. I’ve always gone it with an out if that makes sense. I realised I have no intention of taking anything in anymore. It’s pure respite to get through without using unhelpful coping methods. I kind of felt a little proud that I have come a little way since those days. Maybe it’s that, that has me questioning if I need this intensive therapy. I think I’m also being very impatient as to whether it’s even an option or not. The irony is that I may not be BPD enough now which is kind of good but kind of in no mans land too. 

And so have you with the the Big and brave and ticking lots of boxes. It’s been a privilege to be with you walking through it. It’s helping me lots. I hope the weekend is lovely. Not sure if you’ve plans with otsrg or not. If so I hope it goes well. I bet you keep trying to pinch yourself for a reality check 😊. 

I know its your goodnight time so have a good one. Will catch up at some stage.