I have been in a hole I dug to hide

I made the sides round and smooth 

I hide it well so no one could find

I sent out my shell in the outside to dwell 

So no one would look for this meaning less being

I hid away and lock out all 

Now I think I want out as with me I cant live

I tell myself I am worthy to live than argue the point where we nolonger talk

I want out but I cut of all now no one even looks

I call I scream even in my dreams 

Even there no replys come 

Have really dug my hole to deep

Did I not see the pain was too much 

Did I not know that people I need 

Something I missed that I know now is utter dispare

Some please reach into my pit

Reach out a hand and we could just sit watch the sky 

We dont need to talk not in the first

I have been too far away for far to long

I know there must be a path that I can follow 

I just need someone who can help me find that path

I shut off all i stopped wanting to be but now known that was wrong

I want to come back but I dont know how

Scorpion