It is so heart breaking to try to help 2 people daily of SI and SH, such beautiful people who are worthy of being alive and happy, i try my hardest to help and they are mindful i am struggling too, one girls story is so heart breaking, i wish i could tell her story but it would violate the rules, so i will not.

we are getting to around 5-6 degrees of a night, it is unusually warm for this time of year, we are usually into the -2 to -5 by now, how is it in the blue mountians? is it snowing yet?

Yes, i love curling up with my hot water bottle, doona and sleeping bag. it is so cosy.

Yes, so sad to see the news 😞 it makes me so down to see how cruel and hate filled people are, being abused when i was a child it does not shock me, but it is a shame people can't allow others to live their lives.

I hate the news, but feel compelled to watch it, i just need to know, but at the same time it pushes me to turn away from society and away from humanity. sometimes i am so glad i am Agrophobic, i can avoid people and be safe in my own home.