Evening @Teej

No, my childhood was mostly shite. But my brother and sister had far more instability than me. At least I went to the same primary school and high school. My mother moved a lot. Whenever things were difficult or something upset her, she packed up and left. She's still like that now at 70! She just can't settle.

I was placed in a children's home before I was two Teej. Mum used to remove me when she felt guilty for placing me there. Then when I got too hard to 'manage' I would be return. I was a state ward at the age of 7. I spent 3years in foster care with a lovely family before their marriage broke down, and was then returned to the care home where I stayed unii was seventeen.

I'm a bit miserable tonight @Teej

Not liking myself very much right now. I went to a course today, and nobody sat at my table or spoke to me at lunch time. Sometimes I feel so very alone and lonely. And ugly.

@outlander