the past few months have been chaotic, overwhelming and challenging.

I ended up in hospital to change my AD meds.  I really didn't want to go but i really had no choice if i wanted to change my meds.  it is still early days to see if this med is working; it may take another few weeks.

In a way it worked out ok as i met a beautiful therapist who introduced me to sound therapy. I did release lots and lots of emotions that were kept inside of me.  i will be continuing this therapy as an outpatient in feb next year.

I have had lots of gut issues, ulcer along with diverticulitis.

Six weeks ago my elder son has finally moved into his new townhouse.  it took a very long time to finish and he is so happy. 

my younger son who came back from the UK after two years has found a rental closer to the city.  He and his girlfriend move in next week.

So within a space of 8 weeks we will have no kids at home anymore!!! Feeling sad but i know they will be okay.

my beautiful granddaughter, little A is finishing grade one, i can't believe where the time has gone.

my parents are still not talking to me, there has been no contact since april this year.  i have often wondered if i should go back - but my rational mind keeps telling me - NO it was not my fault. how can a mother hang up the phone when i called to say happy mothers day.

i am missing my day so so much, his health is going downhill and i feel so stuck that i can't see him. i just hope that i do get to see him before it's too late.

i am sorry i haven't been on here of late.  just too much going on.  i am alone at home, struggling with motivation.  i have days where i just don't care about anything.

hoping everyone here is doing as best as you can.

it's a hard time of year for a lot of people

senidng lots of hugs and love

@MJG017 @tyme @Shaz51 @Eve7 @oceangirl 

@Shaz51 i have forgotten a few names to add in my post.  feel free to add others if you want xxx