Running

[avant-garde]

@tyme 

For the first year I emailed her every month with no reply, them a couple of times the second year with no reply

I eventually gave up

@Jynx 

[Jynx]

Aww that is so wholesome @avant-garde!! And sad that you don't have that support anymore. Do you two still talk? 

Oh bless!! This means soooo much! It's so nice when we find those people who can be kind and gentle with our delicate lil souls hey 💜

I shall have to bid you adieu my dear!! I appreciate the chats, the company, and the beautiful connections we all have soooo much! 

May you have a restful night hun, hopefully no more dead lizard surprises!! Ahaha

[tyme]

I hope she's okay @avant-garde . At least you can treasure the moments you spent with her. It sounds like you both gained a lot from the relationship. I can see it helps with loneliness sometimes.

[avant-garde]

@tyme 

I know her real name and found her Facebook profile so I do check sometimes

[tyme]

What else has been happening for you @avant-garde ? I feel I've talked to you, but not really TALKED to you...

[avant-garde]

@tyme 

I don't know entirely what that means

[tyme]

It feels like I've interacted with you on the forums, but haven't had a deep and meaningful convo? @avant-garde  Maybe that's it? I don't even know. I'm a little lost myself at the moment...

[avant-garde]

@tyme 

I feel like we interacted a lot around Delilah but no, maybe not deep and meaningful, rather short and meaningful. 

I often don't know where to start with conversation and find prompts or questions a lot easier as less overwhelming

[tyme]

Totally @avant-garde . Or maybe it's just me. I haven't fully bounced back yet and I may be 'distant'. Someone was talking to me today. At the end of the convo, I realised I didn't take anything in that they had said! 

Any hints? I think I'll do some ground activities tonight once I log off 🙂 Ooo! I've got an idea! I can use my Shakti mat!

[avant-garde]

@tyme 

How are you doing today?