why can't I cope longer?

[Former-Member]

Yay! Good news for you @Adge - company for Brekky Tuesday 😀👍 I'd go with you if you asked (well, maybe not in summer) many won't go by themself and don't think to ask. Well done!
Sorry you're suffering sonmuchvtodsy with this tooth, sounds like an abcess,, can you go up toemergency?

My brain is crap today, can't follow through with things, trying to do dishes all day, .keep finding myself in bed, have to change the water again 😟 Don't know what's wrong with me. Backache made worse by the bismal lumbar CT results I got back this past week, kinda makes the pain more real I guess. Put simply... It's stuffed! Management is gonnavbevtoi hard I think.
Anyway my soup turned out yum. At least I finished that and frozvx12meals 😇

[Adge]

Hi @Anastasia Thanks for the Love sent....

Certainly there are lots of Hugs for you @Former-Member Here are some ((((EOR))))....

Adge

[Former-Member]

Note to self

[Adge]

I'm glad your soup turned out Yum @Former-Member & the Frozen meals you made.

I don't like going places (especially social places) by myself.

So that's why I don't go at all - Zoo, Aquarium, Botanic Gardens.

They are all places/ activities that I really do love & enjoy (with company).

I've not been to any of them in many years.

I manage to muster the "Must Go anyway" on my own - To Christmas & Australia Day.

Because they are special events/ celebrations - I would feel totally alienated & left-out, otherwise (if I didn't go).

Adge

[Former-Member]

We gotta keep trying when live alone. I can't do AD anymore, it doesn't exist to me. TV reminders bad enough. I'm fragile tonight, teary, just  saw someone on the forums say to another "you're worth supporting" and since this person was once close to me and now blatantly snubs  me... blackdogs twists it to "EOR (Lapses/Tawney) YOURE NOT WORTH IT. not worth it! not worth it... and others  i really miss  who were close but just give me the polite 👋 now if I'm lucky, to save face I guess, hurts  - just feeling more down tonight i guess 😢 . Gotta try harder to pick myself up, not mind the haters so much. Guess it reminds me of my sisters stand, and how ugly these people must see me... Not worth it.. Too 'thin skinned' my ma use to say. Maybe i just need a good cry, pills, movie distraction. What are you doing tonight @AdgeNCIS is good. True Grit is on  GEM. 😣  i usually ring dads nursing home to tell them to put it on his TV for him 😢 loved his westerns

[Former-Member]

Oh @Adge thanks for (((((Hugzz))))) before 💙

[Former-Member]

This back report has escalated SI Do you do it @Adge ? fight chronic illness and pain day in day out, knowing it's just gonna get worse? I'm not sure I can

[Former-Member]

Oh dear, Betta go make cuppa. Good night all 💙

[Adge]

What is AD that you cannot do @Former-Member I have no idea what that is.

Apparently I am not worth supporting either, never have been.

There are several lovely people who do give thoughtful heartfelt responses - I won't forget them.

I have a very long memory, when kindness is shown.

Otherwise I gave up nearly all of my Threads (on important relevant Topics) - Because there rarely any responses at all.

There is not much purpose in me just writing or talking to myself - I have a Daily Jounal Book for that (yes it's helpful).

A Forum is for social support & interaction.

I was a Moderator on a Chilhood Abuse (Trauma) Site for several years - Unfortunately the Site had lack of funding $$ & support, so it had to shut (close) down.

I have not had similar experiences, since then.

Adge

[Faith-and-Hope]

((( HUG ))) @Former-Member -TawneyGirl ...... ❤️