when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

I just cant seem to do right. I cant function. I cant do anything and having lots of sh and SI @Bubbles3

[Bubbles3]

why cant you go to hospital @outlander

it might help you get back on your feet

[outlander]

My psych doesnt want me going back there.
And i promised my pop that i wouldnt go back @Bubbles3

[Sans911]

@outlander - I'm here lil Sis. Talk to me instead. About anything

[Bubbles3]

ok @outlander but i dont understand..... if its going to help you . sorry. i dont mean to interfer

[outlander]

@Sans911 its just everything!

i just cant function properly. i havent been at this point. ive always been able to at least get up and eventually be ok. ive been like this for 3 days- flatter than flat- and i stil can barely function.

i hate not being able to help here, it makes me upset becasue i can hardly leave here.

i miss drawing but i cant draw, i have no motivation to draw and i got my stuff out earlier today when everyoene was out and it went flying acorss the room.

its frustrating and im annoyed and irritated and tired and i jsut hate this.

[outlander]

your not interfferring @Bubbles3 its avalid question.

my psych doesnt want me there becasue she doesnt think itll help. she too thinks i need long solutions not the short stay stuff. i dont know if its also becasue she thinks she fails if i go back.

ive been told that sentence by my psychiatrist before too 'if you go back in or keep sh i cant help you anymore'

and i promised my pop i wouldnt because otherwise he said hes going to go to hospital as well. becasue we wont be able to cope

[Sans911]

@outlander I hear you sweetheart. You have had a lot of big things happening in a short period. I'm not surprised in one way, but you seem to just not be picking up and that's worrying. And I understand your frustration and irritation. I had gallbladder pain daily for 6months before it got taken away. When your physically and mentally ill, your body is completely zapped of energy. I know I can't offer you practical help, but I'm here in spirit right beside you.

[outlander]

and these sh urges and SI wont leave!

[Sans911]

@outlander - SI/SH is just your coping skills strategy when everything is too much and overwhelming. It doesn't mean you always have to listen to them. I've the same issues, and as you know sometimes I can hold off, sometimes not. Could you maybe ring KHL and have a chat to them?