not coping

[creative_writer]

@tyme, I’ve just been trying to grow spiritually over my break because it’s the only place I get calm and safety. Nothing else is safe. The world isn’t safe. People aren’t safe 😢. How are you?

@Shaz51, I hope you can rest up. It is warm here too. I hope you can stay cool 💖

@Eve7, fish, chips and salad sound nice. I hope you rest up well tonight 💖

[Eve7]

I hope you are safe tonight @creative_writer 

[tyme]

Rest up @Eve7 @outlander 

@creative_writer , Please look after yourself. I'm glad you have something to keep you on top of things. Spirituality can really make a huge difference

[creative_writer]

@Eve7 and @tyme, I know I’m logically safe but doesn’t feel that way. Migraines are never good for mental health, I thought things were turning around yesterday, the pain was more manageable, but it seems to have flared up again today. I feel like I do have a bit of structure to my day because I have things planned to do, I try not to ruminate so much and keep myself occupied, but thoughts have their way of making themselves through eventually

[tyme]

Hearing you @creative_writer .

Physical pain and really throw a spanner in the works and just make the whole world seem that must dimmer.

[creative_writer]

@tyme, I probably need rest. Let’s hope I am able to sleep in tomorrow

[outlander]

its been nice to see some chatter here the last couple of days. ive been reading but i feel like ive had nothing really to say.

you know when your so alone but you also dont know how to be around people. thats where i am right now. everything is hard.

its starting to upset me that the only time i speak to people is when they need me for some reason or they are being paid to listen and be around me ie psychologist or some form of support worker.

[Snowie]

Hi @outlander hon

Sending lots of hugs and love hon. 

You are not alone hon, we are here for you and with you 💕💕

[Snowie]

Hi hon @outlander 

Assuming you are busy with work and life. I hope things are easing a little for you

Sending lots of 💕💕💕

[outlander]

just really struggling alot at the moment @Snowie the ndis applications are overwhelming and im having to find new specialists to help write reports as some of mine have moved without telling me. ive thankfully found a new physio today, pychologist is finally back next week after 6 weeks off and still have to get the ot report, pain specialist report and find a new neurologist to be able to get one written up. its so time consuming.