What the fuck is wrong with me

[ArraDreaming]

Don’t know, to not exist on this earth maybe

[Former-Member]

Hello @ArraDreaming,

I really value your honesty. I can relate very deeply to the feeling and thoughts you have shared above. I hope it is ok with you that I will be reaching out out to you via email to check in. I do want to say that you are matter and are cared for by the SANE Forums Community. Lastly we are here to support you today.

Thank you

ButterflyBeauty

[MattsOpinion]

I've had problems for years.  It seems like it all comes down to the chemicals that are in your head or the lack of them.  I hate the words chemical imbalance though.  Maybe one day they'll invent soma and war will be over.

[Shaz51]

hello @creative_writer , @Historylover , @MattsOpinion , @Former-Member 😊

Ohhh @ArraDreaming , sending you hugs my friend , sitting here with you 

[Eve7]

Yesterday I sat on the beach and built up a pile of pebbles @ArraDreaming so for a moment in time all was ok.

Can you try something simple to get through a moment? I know it’s not the answer but it does help even if it’s only brief.

 

[Historylover]

Hey @ArraDreaming, I'm just dropping in to say G'day. I really don't know what to say to you.  You've been through a tough time of late and you were hurt badly, needlessly and thoughtlessly. If you're anything like me, this will have been the story of your life. Blow after blow after blow. I wonder sometimes what I have done to deserve this. Maybe you wonder the same of your 'load'. When I am back on an even keel, I tell myself that this is a path that has been set for me. To weather it and fix it so that it doesn't continue to the next generation. Be strong, @ArraDreaming, you really can do this. It will be tough at times, but you really can do this. Sending best wishes.

[ArraDreaming]

Thanks sorry I have no words to say 

[ArraDreaming]

Woke up this morning to both kids having snotty green noses just what we freaking need

[ArraDreaming]

One of my brothers is really sick at the moment and I have known for a few weeks I keep trying to tell myself it doesn’t affect me and it shouldn’t affect me and that I shouldn’t care so keep trying to find other reasons for why I’m feeling this way but bloody hell sorry for swearing i think this impacting me more than I expected it to

[ArraDreaming]

Not honest with myself or everyone else