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[Bellarose75]

Hey gorgeous, I am happy things are a little easier for you today. I am in my paint room not much happening. @Lee82 

[Lee82]

What are you doing in your paint room my love? 
@Bellarose75  any projects? 

[Appleblossom]

Hey @Bellarose75 @Lee82 @greenpea 

Bellrose  I picked him up yesterday noon and he has gone home now.

Music encompasses broad range of emotions and could easily trigger me too.  I feel I have been doing a lot of music/emotion sorting during the last 12 months.  Also tracing my musical tastes and histories of musicians etc... a lot clearer now.

It is HUGE ... lullabies, Soldier Marches, light musicals and Heavy Metal ... to mention a few.

[Lee82]

@Appleblossom @Music plays a very big paety fin my life too. Depends on myday and my mood which type of music I play. 

[Bellarose75]

Right now nothing, I have finished taking pictures of what I have done as I promised @Emelia8  some photos of what I had done before I stopped coming down here. Dam hubby made a mess down here and I have just added to it.

I am trying to start that specail project I mentioned last year but it's just not coming together and it is getting annoying.

The little ones are demaning ice cream and I can tell you that i am so very sick of ice cream right now

 @Lee82  

[Lee82]

Hun it is so lovely to hear Boutw your deteemination you have with getting better. It's not foinf to be easy and you will stumble along the way but I have 100% faith In You that you will make it to a point where you are happy and content. 
you are my hero amd I love you with all mr heart.

you got this babe and I will always be here for you

@Bellarose75 

[Bellarose75]

I have started a therapy called "The safe and sound protcol" it uses music to bring you out of the fliight or fight mode. I didn't even get through the first hour because the lyrics where triggering me in a big way. I had to wait for the classical version to come to come before I could try an finish that program.  I am happy to hear that you have found a way to sort through some emotions and I am happy that it has provided some clarity. @Appleblossom 

[Bellarose75]

I have no where else to go Mel and since the other direction is not an option and would cause much upset to others I love, forward I step. I am touched that you have such faith in me, but remember I have the same faith in you. I know it looks bleak where you are right now but you know you can do it, you can heal, you do more then just survive, I believe in you and your ablitly to move from where you are. Love you more

[Bellarose75]

Hey we go Em, the pictures I promised

These are glass drinking goblets. The bottom ones not finished yet  

These ones are travel coffee mugs

Two different stemless wine glasses

@Emelia8 @Lee82 @Appleblossom @greenpea @Anastasia 

[greenpea]

@Bellarose75  stunningly beautiful sweetheartxxx