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redheaded
Senior Contributor

Tw ED

The amount of weight hospital has been making me gain is terrifying me. I spent all may in here and gained x. They won't let me weigh myself rn but I've put on even more. <br>I've gone back to pging my meals in here. I can't cope. <br>I have to go out for lunch tomorrow and I have no excuse not to eat. <br><br>I hate this. I'm not in hospital for my bulimia but yet they've taken that off me. Don't they get it. Weightloss was one thing I can actually achieve. I was at my goal weight then shit happened and I nearly died a few times (not ED related) and now I'm back to where I was in Jan. It's too out of control. All I do now is eat too much . <br><br>I want to go home.
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redheaded
Senior Contributor

Re: Tw ED

Today this has been really bad. I'm actually scared.
NikNik
Senior Contributor

Re: Tw ED

Hi @redheaded

Why are you scared @redheaded Smiley Sad I had just responded to your other post which had great news in it. A bit of a mixed day by the sounds of it.

I just want to flag that we typically don't allow discussion of eating disorder behaviours (I think your first post slipped under the radar). So, I just wanted to make you aware of that.

Did you want to share what has scared you today?

redheaded
Senior Contributor

Re: Tw ED

Oh sorry.

I wouldn't be able to talk about it because its a result of the behaviour