Riding a wave

[Faith-and-Hope]

[Former-Member]

I’m sorry you’re having a wonky day too, @Phoenix_Rising. Gigantic, bus-squished feelings are super icky. 

I really wish the world wasn’t this hard. Just letting you know I'm here even when I'm not. 🌷

[CheerBear]

Good evening @Phoenix_Rising.

The pocket crew and I are all sitting at the DBT desk (not at my desk but somewhere pretty and quiet). I think you/'d like it here. I am about to make a cup of tea and sit under a tree with my laptop, catching the last of the daylight hours (if I don't get attacked by mozzies). I'm thinking of you (that would have saved all those unneccessary words but succinct is not so much my thing really!). 

[Phoenix_Rising]

Thank you for being out on the ocean today @CheerBear @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @Zoe7 @Shaz51. I am really not coping at all with this latest development re. TTT. I am really in an absolute world of trouble right now and it is super hard to keep riding the waves. I am so scared that I'm not even going to get to first base with TTT (as in speak to her). And even if I do, realistically, the chances of her being another turtle whisperer are miniscule. I just want to stay with my turtle whisperer. She is RIGHT THERE. I found someone who could truly HELP me. I don't know how to keep on keeping on when the Universe is this cruel. First (K), now my turtle whisperer. I wish with all my heart that I had never left Fred. I was infinitely safer with him than I will ever be again.

Super big thank you for caring about me.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Not difficult to care about you @Phoenix_Rising ..... 🌷🌿

[Phoenix_Rising]

Awwwwww thank you @Faith-and-Hope. I am SUPER struggling. How the heck can a psychologist demand payment to speak with another psychologist about a prospective client? In what parallel universe is that ok! I still have the giant feelings of being worthless and nothing more than an income stream. I feel super super super yuck about it.

[Former-Member]

I know it’s really REALLY hard right now, but you deserve SO MUCH better than Fred. You deserve to be safe and supported and understood. You deserve a turtle whisperer. 🐢

Please keep on riding the waves. We’re right here with you and for you. 🌷

[Phoenix_Rising]

I super like you @Former-Member. I am super glad you found Forum Land. 😊

[Zoe7]

Quickly dropping in @Phoenix_Rising to let you know @Former-Member has arrived in the underwater cave...

[Former-Member]

Okay, so I might be leaking just a little bit. Thank you, @Phoenix_Rising. That really means a lot to me. I super like you too and I’m very glad I found Forum Land. 😊

I’ve been reading the wave and as sad as it makes me (and super mad at the way helping systems not only don’t work, but cause harm), I am so inspired by you. I particularly love your conscious decisions around language. (Language is a massive thing for me, too.) Anyway, I think you’re super amazing and I wish the ocean wasn’t so stormy for you (or any of us). 🐢 🌷