I so badly wish someone was there for you too little turtle 
Someone for you to lean on (without touching), to talk to (without speaking), and to soften the ground if you fall (lots of pillows and teddies mandatory). I know it is no consolation but I am here with you in cyber world - out of the underwater cave and tent fort - and sitting on my rock stack looking over the ocean for you @Phoenix_Rising I am not leaving until you say it is ok to 'go back into hiding'
Super big thank you for being out on the ocean tonight @TheVorticon @Former-Member @Zoe7 (on your rock stack) and @CheerBear.
This is SO HARD. I am eternally grateful for Forum Land and for the long-suffering moderators - even the baby ones who need lessons in speaking turtle. 
Today is hard, and tomorrow will be hard, and the weekend will be hard and each day for quite a while will be hard. But they will get easier if I can just keep staying alive.
Super big thank you for caring about me.
@Former-Member you will watch over the ocean tonight? Tonight is super super super hard Rockpool.
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SANE acknowledges the Traditional Owners of Country throughout Australia and recognises the continuing connection to lands, waters and communities. We pay our respect to Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures; and to Elders past and present.
SANE values diversity. We are committed to providing a safe, culturally appropriate, and inclusive service for all people, regardless of their ethnicity, faith, disability, sexuality, or gender identity.