Haha thank you @Phoenix_Rising that is very interesting that therapist-take-eleven said that, really shows how helpful having a kind of connection with someone does help (even if it's over the phone)!
I wish you goodluck connecting with only just meeting therapist-take-twelve today 🙂 keep us updated, cuddle lil turtle and dr havetodo okay! Thinking of you 🙂
p.s. don't mention the moon and underpants thing today, might be too soon haha 
although the eclipse and big underwear might need to be discussed later, even I am not sure what exactly an eclipse is, perhaps it's when the sun wears underpants too?
I found her!!!!! I found her, I found her, I found her!!!!! Finally FINALLY I have found a psychologist who speaks fluent turtle just as well as (K) did. I found her, I found her, I found her, I FOUND HER!!!!!!! Two years after the final showdown with Fred, eleven failed attempts with less-than-ideal therapists, and oh-so-very-many gigantic storms...and I have found her!!!!!!!!
Right now I am the happiest and calmest little turtle in the whole wide world. I know it is going to take about a bazillion years to unmuddle the muddle and I know there are going to be a lot of super gigantic bumps along the way, but right now, all I care about is that therapist-take-twelve speaks fluent turtle. We can COMMUNICATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy happy HAPPY turtle. 
Oh and by the way, therapist-take-twelve's name is (M). 
sooooooooooo happy for you little turtle - that is the best news ever!!! Thank goodness for your birthday party and you feeling like you could get through 'X' and now finally someone who GETS you - most wonderful, amazing and happy news.
@soul wrote:Yippee for you @Phoenix_Rising. I hope the sessions you have with M (sounds like a character from a James Bond movie) are really productive. You seem really pleased - just the impression I get.
ROFL @soul. You are right, (M) is a character from James Bond. That thought didn't cross my mind until you pointed it out...and now it is going to be in my brain forever.
...and the moral to the story @Zoe7 is of course that we simply do not know what each day will bring. M appeared from a totally unexpected source. I could never have predicted that she would appear in my world. I am glad I stayed alive long enough to find her.
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