Riding a wave

[Phoenix_Rising]

Good night @Former-Member. Thank you for watching over the ocean tonight. I super enjoyed hanging out with you at Friday Feast. I am soooooo sleepy. I'm going to be snuggling into my shell super soon. I super love that you are a mermaid.

Good night Forum Land.

[Zoe7]

Nighty night little turtle @Phoenix_Rising 

[Shaz51]

Good nighhhttttt @Phoenix_Rising 

[Former-Member]

Goodnight @Phoenix_Rising!  Sorry I had to slip away for a while from the Cook Islands for a brief rendezvous - mermaid duties call! 😛 I will be watching over the ocean tonight little turtle, rest easy knowing the little mermaid is there for you! I will make sure the oceans are calm tonight.

[CheerBear]

Just coming past on the amazingly fun inflatable unicorn to say hi and that I hope your day has been good @Phoenix_Rising 🙂

I have treed today and am about to lie with my feet up on the wall and read a (seriously cool so far) book.

😄

[Phoenix_Rising]

@CheerBear I have treed too AND put my feet up on the wall. This yoga gig is kind-of cool isn't it! I will head over to the yoga thread shortly to see who else has treed today.

[Phoenix_Rising]

I have a giant wave of suicidal ideation. I will lie in my bed and ride it out. I just needed to tell someone so that I felt less alone. I am completely free to walk into my garage and end my life right now, but that would be a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I super super super want to die...but I choose to ride the wave. I don't need anyone to try and fix this or offer advice. I just needed to feel less alone. Thank you for listening.

[soul]

Listening to you @Phoenix_Rising. I did the feet up the wall thing during my last yoga session. I didn't go yesterday but have booked into another Yin class this afternoon. 

I can hear the crows calling outside. It's warm in bed. Might stay here for another 20 mins or so before I go out walking. It's cloudy outside; I prefer to have the sun out during my walks. 

[Phoenix_Rising]

I have another giant wave of suicidal ideation. I super super super want to get up, walk into my garage, and end this pointless hopeless situation called my life. I feel utterly alone and utterly hopeless. And yet still I choose to lie here and let the waves crash over me. I super want to cease to exist right now...but I choose to ride the wave. Thank you for listening.

[Mazarita]

I'm here, just listening, @Phoenix_Rising.