Please tell me the truth.

[Eden1919]

@Zoe7 sorry i dissapered i didnt mean to i just felt really bad and needed to go cry. 

I am feeling strange today almost calm because i know it will all be over soon. i have made my decision and i just i know it has to happen. anyway i will be fine at last i will be fine. 

[Former-Member]

Hi @Eden1919, it sounds like you're really struggling at the moment. How can we help you to stay safe?Please make sure to contact us here at the Help Centre or another service for extra support. 

[Eden1919]

@Former-Member i dont think the idea is to stay safe anymore.... i am not doing anything tonight. 

[outlander]

@Eden1919 im concerned about you. If you have plans then iam wondering if going to hospital would be thr best option so you can get yourself some help?

[Eden1919]

@outlander hospital cannot help me there is nothing that can now i have made my choice. i am sorry to worry you please dont be worried i will be ok. 

[The-red-centaur]

@Eden1919 I'm sorry you feel this way, just because you've made a choice doesn't mean you can't change your mind

[Eden1919]

@The-red-centaur this time i cant. i cant do this anymore and this is the only way to make it stop. 

[Snowflake]

Hi @Eden1919

Although things sound like a struggle it also sounds like there is a feeling of some strength, support or comfort from sharing and having people sit with you on the forums at the moment. As mango mentioned earlier we are here and happy to talk further over email if you like through out the night.

[The-red-centaur]

@Eden1919 I was in that position Saturday I really hope you get through it like I did.

[Former-Member]

@Eden1919 I can hear how much you are hurting. Reading this has made my cry. I am so sorry. I know you want all the suffering to end. I am sorry for what has hurt you.
You are cared about.