Not Coping

[ArraDreaming]

@Birdofparadise8 sorry I did get your earlier things I just got a bit caught up
I am about to hang out with the Mrs now that my kids are finally asleep (yep at nearly 10pm) 🥳🥳
But good chatting to ya speak soon

[Birdofparadise8]

Okay have a good night @ArraDreaming 

[Former-Member]

Not too bad thanks @Birdofparadise8  was about advocacy 🙂

Old lady syndrome …very very tired 🥱 

I hope you get some rest! 
have a good Thursday 🌺

[Birdofparadise8]

That’s good @Former-Member 

you going to bed now?

[Former-Member]

Sorry to hear that that is upsetting @Birdofparadise8 .

I hope you can find some ways to enjoy your time, while finishing off your other assignment in between. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah well who knows. I’m a loner it just hit me today when I saw no PSW will be on and I know a few others won’t be around and others will be with family so they won’t be on here. Other than my roommates I dont have anyone in Melbourne. They are all in Hobart other than my uncle and aunt. They are busy. I have no friends to see as well. I hate being alone. It makes my depression so much worse. I literally started crying about it think how I won’t have anyone I can talk to. 
im sorry I need to stop carrying on. 
will you be around over the Easter break at all? I get it if you’re not with family and all that.  
@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

It’s just me @Birdofparadise8  - been that way for years and years now 🙂

always by myself. I live in isolation (like the covid lockdowns isolation) due to immune disease besides medical appointments (which are modified to minimise risk of infection). Not sure how much I’ll be on the forum, however if you’d like to tag me I’ll try to get back at some stage. Sometimes I go out where people are sleeping rough/in their cars and leave some food or useful stuff like baby wipes and personal cleaning stuff that I buy. Not sure if I can do that this year because of this annoying heart not beating properly but I’ll see if I can. 
What do you think about planning to do something nice for yourself? 🙂

[Former-Member]

Sorry to hear you’re feeling sick @creative_writer  I hope you feel better soon 💜🌺

[Birdofparadise8]

Oh okay I didn’t realise that. 
what will you get up to over the break? 
@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

Probably just resting - heart issues overnight here. 
what will you be getting up to @Birdofparadise8 💜🌺