Not Coping

[Eve7]

I’m home alone with Covid @Birdofparadise8 and eating  Christmas cake.

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @Blackbird11 

I'm unsure. I'm not feeling great, but trying to not think about it. It's supposed to be a good time. 

Did you enjoy yesterday?

Oh no you have covid @Eve7 

I hope you get better soon.

[Blackbird11]

Hey @Birdofparadise8 

It's ok to have different feelings, embrace them and let them pass.

Yesterday was good, I read you had a big day.

Get well soon @Eve7 

[Birdofparadise8]

I guess so but I can't sit here and cry while Mum is next to me @Blackbird11 

I don't get any time alone. 

Yes it was busy yesterday.

That's good. Did you get any presents?

Did your GF go too?

[Blackbird11]

Sounds gard @Birdofparadise8 , it's a long time to bed time to process.

Yes, the gift of spending time with family 😉

My sister bought for me, I was given the Ash Barty book, a 50 card cheese board ideas in a box and some lindt chocolate bears.

My GF and I are just friends now, she is not ready to be in a relationship right now.

Did you get presents?

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah it is a bit @Blackbird11 

I even showed my mum my legs today which was hard. She wanted to see them as to why I wouldn't wear shorts because of SH I haven't done it since about May I think maybe even before that. 

I've never really shown anyone other than a couple of ballet friends. 

That's nice to hear. 

Oh, I'm sorry about that. Are you okay with that? 

I got the Lego tranquil garden, a doona cover, a travel jewellery box and the AFL membership for Christmas and birthday. 

[Blackbird11]

You are brave @Birdofparadise8 that's hard to do. 

You were spoilt 😃

I'm ok, feeling ok, a bit lost at times but doing ok.

[Birdofparadise8]

Thanks @Blackbird11 

She was okay about it. I said I stopped a while ago so she was pleased about it. 

Yes, I go a bit. My two younger cousins got a lot. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Are you okay @Blackbird11?

[Eve7]

Thanks @Birdofparadise8 I am feeling much better.

How was your day?