Tw Not Coping

[Shaz51]

Ohhh yes please  photos @tyme 😁

[tyme]

 

 

 

 

 

 @Shaz51 @Birdofparadise8 @Captain24 @creative_writer 

 

[Eve7]

Oh @tyme  I am so glad you’re back. How r u?

[Captain24]

Nice @tyme 

[Eve7]

Hugs back to you @Shaz51 

🤗🤗🤗

[creative_writer]

Hi @Shaz51, @Eve7, @tyme. I hope you are all well 💖

@tyme the photos look amazing 💖

It’s almost dinner time. My mum wants me to ease up with dinner and stop being so OCD about healthy eating. But I am scared to break my unhelpful patterns that help me feel in control. Maybe I need sleep, today has been an awful day.

[Birdofparadise8]

To be honest, I’m really awful right now. I got a discharge from the acute  care team I said if you’re not gonna help then I just don’t wanna be a part of it so I can get it services in Victoria. Sorry I’ve just been having a shit of a day, I’m trying so hard to find services and I’m either to seek or not sick enough. I’m feeling really sad and alone right now. @tyme @Shaz51 

Also my mum found out about my suicidal thought like not that long ago when she found me crying in my car omg what the hell. 

[tyme]

Awwww @Birdofparadise8 @creative_writer , I'm so sorry to hear.

It sounds sooooo tough right now for both. I'm here for the rest of the evening. My ears are open.

Sitting with you.

Here's a big hug for you.

[Birdofparadise8]

Thank you @tyme how was your trip?

Im just at the shop I’ll hope back on once I’ve had dinner are you on till 10pm? 

[creative_writer]

@tyme it’s weird. Like I don’t have a diagnosed ED. I just want my diet to be perfect. I’ll eat healthy fats any day, gotta love your avos. But processed food always makes me anxious, even though I sometimes want to eat it. It helps with control, and I feel like I lack control in my life, MI and chronic pain. Depression is on a high again right now. When I feel like I am getting better, I get worse again.