Need to vent

[Maggie]

@BlueBay  Sorry to hear you have been/ are unwell.

I hope today is a bit better. Take care. 💙💙

[Faith-and-Hope]

From me too @BlueBay  .... 💐🐚

[BlueBay]

Thanks for your support @Faith-and-Hope @Maggie @MDT @Emelia8 

I had a sleep before, feeling very drowsy and exhausted.

I checked my BP at home and it is extremely low for me, i don't get it.  one minute it is really high and the next it is really low.

I'll monitor it tonight and tomorrow morning, if the same or worse I will go back to hospital.

i need to sort this out. I know myself how i feel and my body tells me when to take it easy and rest.

[Owlunar]

Hi @BlueBay 

Transitional means changes and ambivalence is the confused way you feel when changes take place  - and you feel scared and lack confidence. Your emotions convince you that you would feel better  - you don't like it when you were in hospital and wish you weren't there but when you come home you wish you were back there  - the same with your work and issues with your kids 

Change is inevitable   - you are right  - dealing with change will help your confidence and no one thinks it's easy  - it's tough 

My son was troubled by change  - he thought he would feel happy if things were different and if it was sensible I would change things  - otherwise I didn't  - I knew so little then - he was always unhappy and tried to run away from himself  - that doesn't work 

I am sorry you are feeling ill this weekend  - take it easy and prepare your mind to have a better time at work  - you can do It 

I know  - life itself is challenging 

Dec 🦉😷

[BlueBay]

I'm back in hospital 😢

[Eve7]

Thinking of you @BlueBay 

💙💙💙

[Owlunar]

Aw - sheesh - @BlueBay 

What is it now - blood pressure? Headache? Whatever it is - that's not good

But good that you have gone to hospital to get checked out

All the best though

Dec

[BlueBay]

@Owlunar @Eve7  Thanks 

it's my middle upper stomach ribs snd shoulder 

had very strong pain meds which worked for a while but now after walking to the bathroom I'm in pain again. 
damn 

At least I'm in good care 

[Eve7]

I’m pleased you’re receiving good care just sad about the situation.

💙💙💙

[Owlunar]

Hi @BlueBay 

Let's hope that the doctor finds out what's causing the stomach problem - if you have an ulcer then it's really time they treated it - I really do hope that they can do something to help

I am wondering if you are still in hospital - I am sorry about the situation - and I know that people with mental health issues can slip through the cracks sometimes and this isn't good

All the best - and I hope you can get home and back to work asap - 

Dec