Need to vent

[Shaz51]

Wow @BPDSurvivor 😀🥰

Hello @BlueBay , @Emelia8 , @hanami , @Snowie and hugs ❤

[Snowie]

Hi @BlueBay 

I would try and call him. However you need to do what you feel is right for you.

I hope A goes well tomorrow.

[hanami]

@Shaz51 Helloooooo! Sorry I missed you yesterday. Hi to all others passing through too. Hope the start of the week has been good to you all so far.

Hanami

[BlueBay]

hi @hanami @Snowie @Shaz51 @BPDSurvivor @Emelia8 @amber22 @tyme @oceangirl @Eve7 and others 

yesterday little A started school.  Only 1/2 day.  my daughter and I took her to school, no tears just excitement.  So proud of little A.  My d and i decided to go for a long walk and then stopped at a nice cafe for coffee.  Looked at a few shops then time to pick little A up.  She had a great time, having her friends with her, her nice teacher.

Today is rest day and off again tomorrow.

Her dad did NOT call or msg to see how she went.  Didn't even go to the school.  I felt sad for little A but she really didn't care less.  And when her step dad got home she told him all about school.

feeling a bit strange today, teary, overwhelmed with what i did a few weeks ago with the police.  i think it is starting to sink in.

[Snowie]

Family isn't always blood @BlueBay It is those people who are there for them. Little A will grow up knowing that her Step Dad loves her and sees her as his family. I am glad she has him.

Also glad that she enjoyed her first day and was so excited to go.

[oceangirl]

@BlueBay Glad little A  had a fun day at school and was with her friends and has a good teacher too. It is his loss. You're amazing my sister.  Thinking of you.

[BlueBay]

in a lot of pain today

neck and upper back down my right arm

saw dr this morning who gave me strong meds

and then saw physio who tried to massage the area

i can't turn to my right

i need to get better before Monday as we are on a driving holiday

i am feeling really flat atm

not good with pain

hope these meds that i just took kick in very soon

sometimes it's really hard to be on here  😞 

its confronting and i sometimes feel like what's the point

@oceangirl @Snowie @hanami @Shaz51 @BPDSurvivor @Emelia8 @tyme @FloatingFeather and others i have missed 

[Snowie]

@BlueBay 

Sorry you are going through so much hon.

Sitting with you 💌

[BlueBay]

thanks @Snowie xxx

[FloatingFeather]

Hi @BlueBay,

I'm sorry you are feeling flat - it sounds like you are going through a quite a bit both emotionally and physically. I really hope you start to feel better soon.  The pain in your neck and arm sounds like it would be quite restrictive. I really hope it improves very soon, particularly before your holiday. 

I have sent you an email to check in with you. If you could please respond when you can it would be much appreciated.

FloatingFeather ❤️