My Mosaic

[tyme]

Hey @Bow , 

Hearing you. I had you in my mind the whole time since the topic came up. If it helps, perhaps you can click on only your email notifications?

Can you think of anything else we can do to support you at this time?

Hugs @Bow . I'm hearing how hard it must be right now.

[tyme]

Moving is sooo painful @Bow . Have you looked into options and what your rights are if you can't find something soonish? I'm mindful that it's not easy to get rentals now.

I really hope you find things soon.

[Bow]

I’ll be ok thank you @tyme  meds starting to kick in. 

thank you. I appreciate you alot

[tyme]

I'm thinking of you @Bow 

My heart goes out to you. 

You are very important to us and this community. 

Glad to have you.

Hugs.

[Bow]

It is very painful @tyme  and I absolutely hate packing. I often find myself just wandering around aimlessly looking at stuff. I’ll tape a box up ready to put stuff in it and then end up laying on my bed for ages cause I just don’t know what to do. It’s been a very slow process. 

i don’t know. I’m hoping the LL has some kind of heart. She is just renovating after all. So hopefully she won’t just kick us out if we have nowhere to go 

[Bow]

Little voices are the loudest. I hate the voices that come. I hate the voices that invade my mind. They come at any time and run ramped around and around inside my head. They don’t seem to stop when I say stop. They just keep going and going. They say all sorts of things. It’s always loud and overbearing, relentless and unending. You fat bow. You yucky looking bow. Bow you got no future you worthless and unlovable. That’s always the tone. But a lot of the time they tell me what to do to myself. That this existence is not worth it. Why keep going? Just do it. I try to fight them but why bother when they won’t stop. Littlest voices are the loudest. 

[Jynx]

@Bow here for you hun! 

Could you tell the little voices 'Thanks but no thanks, today I need rest'?

[Bow]

I tried @Jynx  i really did

[Jynx]

@Bow good on you hun!! All we can do is try. What are you up to?

[Bow]

Nothing @Jynx just laying in bed. 

I did some sorting and packing today. Came  across things that I had forgotten I had stashed in places 😩 

and found things that were really triggering. Take me right back there.