I'm in a nest

[Maggie]

@CheerBear

[CheerBear]

That gave me such a good giggle this morning @Maggie. Thank you.

Hope your morning has started off well ❤

[Maggie]

@CheerBear Nice to hear that giggle coming back. I hope that means you might be feeling a little, tiny weeny bit better.💜💕🐜🐝🐞🕷🐛 the bugs always remind me of @Former-Member and hi if you are around Bella.

[Former-Member]

Hi @Maggie

I’m around. 💜💖👋

Stress hasn’t eased up. Not sure it ever will. 

Nice to see you. 

You too @CheerBear 💜💖👋

☕️🍰

[CheerBear]

Hey @Maggie 😊

I think I am feeling a bit brighter thanks. I came home today to spend a couple of nights with the little crew and was telling my person about the group I'm staying with. It's such a great group and it's full of big uplifting personalities. There's heaps of laughing, to the point where it's almost hard to not feel a little better there (great problem) and it's kind of contagious in a way. Very cool ☺

I'm about to pick up the little crew who think I'm home for good today so it's probably not going to go down so well when I let them know I have another week away, but I know this is definitely the right thing right now.

Curious to hear how you're going but understand if you might not want to/can't share. I hope there's some light happening for you.

Bug hugs to you, @Former-Member and all 💗🐝🐞🐜

[Maggie]

@CheerBear The laughing problem sounds good, it has a way of lifting weights just a little. Your little crew will be pleases and sad, but next week isn't tooooo far, and benefits outweigh the rest I guess. Little people can understand more than we expect sometimes.

Its a big struggle for me @CheerBear, when dark turns black I get scared. So hard to keep the negative voices at bay. I pushed really hard yesterday and finished one cross stitch. Though I hadn't been out of pjs for days, it was a major achievment, even if internal voices scoff. I don't feel like I'm even taking small steps, but I'm still breathing, at times, that's all that can be achieved. I have to keep going for Furbaby, she's fragile, we need each other. Thanks for asking how I'm doing, I find it so hard to talk about me, to talk about the real stuff. 💕💜💕🐝🐛🕷

@Former-Member Thinking of you.

[CheerBear]

Biggest hugs @Maggie. Black can be so scary. I hear you with not feeling like you're taking small steps. I want to take steps forward all the time but maybe when we're in the blackness, breathing is all we need to do.

So, so great with the crosstitch - go you. I know how much of an effort it can be for me to do anything when I'm in a scary place and I hope it has felt good for you. Definitely a major achievement ☺

💗 for you and furbaby. With you both.

[Maggie]

@CheerBear Waiting for your pic ⏪⏪⏪ found a few you might find funny.

[Snowie]

@CheerBear have been reading along on your journey. Glad you have support on here and irl. I know how hard it is with explaining things to little ones. Take care sweetheart 💜💜💖💖

[CheerBear]

@Maggie big smiles. That's exactly what I do to one and what one does to me 😆 Love it. Sending some sunshine your way today ☀️

@Snowie so nice to see you and thank you. I've quietly caught up with how you're doing (the bits you've shared) and am sending you lots of ❤. My little crew are acting out a bit this morning as I expected they may, which I think is probably because I'm heading back in today. It's tricky sometimes. I hope you and yours are going as well as you can be.