I just can't.

[Former-Member]

@The-red-centaur super sorry to hear this -  am familiar with this feeling, the community is here to listen if you need

Did the course give you any info?

[Appleblossom]

Sorry to hear that. @The-red-centaur

Sometimes there can be a better path available that you would not have seen if you had done the course.

Thinking and hoping things turn out for you.

[The-red-centaur]

@Former-Member apparently I'm just too stupid for it.

@Appleblossom thanks

[Appleblossom]

Not sure why @The-red-centaur 

then working in a lab ... might send you stir crazy with all the rules & regs

Your whole presonality might be suited to something else.

if its any consolation I had a knock back this week ... for a prof dev course ... that I hoped to do in Feb & March.  Voice not big enough ... ha ha ....maybe its good I never wanted to be a screaming soprano ... 

Gotta take it on chin ... and keep looking for arts stuff I like ...

[The-red-centaur]

@Appleblossom thanks your post gave me a bit of a chuckle.

I don't know what I'll do instead. The course was meant to run all of next year

[Appleblossom]

Good. We all need a chuckle some times.

@The-red-centaur 

[The-red-centaur]

I'm 7 months no self harm. So why do I want it so much. Also it's been a month on testosterone so I should be happy but nope I want to die

[The-red-centaur]

Cya everyone

[Fancy_Pants]

hi @The-red-centaur, i am so sorry to hear about your course. How are you coping?

is your cya frustration with the forums? something else i have missed or are you at risk of harming yourself? if your at risk please call one of the crisis services listed on the right or call 000 or attend hospital if your concerned about your immediate safety. Ill email too.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @The-red-centaur .... 👋