I just can't.

[Zoe7]

That is good news @The-red-centaur How are you feeling about going home?

[The-red-centaur]

Good. Just nervous about outpatient follow up

[Zoe7]

It is great that you are feeling good about going home @The-red-centaur and natural that you are nervous about the follow up as an out patient - hopefully it all goes well for you 

[The-red-centaur]

I painted this for a commission. 

Also for me this painting symbolises coming out of the fog and the darkness and into the dawn. New hope new beginnings, something on the horizon to reach for 

[The-red-centaur]

I'm scared

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @The-red-centaur ....

How are you going ?

[Faith-and-Hope]

Love the painting @The-red-centaur 💓

[The-red-centaur]

@Faith-and-Hope thanks.


I've not been the best, the news about my lesion/tumour has really rattled me
I'm so scared and I don't know any answers. I'm seeing a few specialist this week and I'm really terrified about them.

[outlander]

That paintings really good @The-red-centaur

I dont blame you for being scared i would be too!
You said you are seeing your specialist and dont have many answers. Perhaps that appointment is a good time for you to ask all those questions. Maybe writing them down on some paper to take with you would help...

[The-red-centaur]

@outlander the specialists I'm seeing this week aren't oncologists/endocrinologists the appointments I have this week are for things like how the lesion is going to effect my eyes etc. I'm still on the wait list for other appointments.