@outlander wrote:no @Phoenix_Rising i wouldnt, its just me. i just cant see reason, i just i dont know anymore.
@outlander Hmmm...that doesn't really make sense to me. So...you think you are a monster for doing something that you know would not make you think someone else was a monster. I wonder why you feel the need to judge yourself more harshly than you would judge others.
I'm off to bed now. I hope you have a peaceful night @outlander. 
@outlanderI understand how hard it is to see reason sometimes and we do judge ourselves a lot harder than other. We are our own worse critics. Sitting right next to you tonight 
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