I can’t cope

[Shaz51]

One step at a time my friends @Captain24 , @tyme 

Keep on keeping on-- 😁 I just remembered writing this to you way back @tyme ❤

[tyme]

Multiple exposures is perfect @Shaz51 🙂

[Shaz51]

@tyme , my Mr shaz can not handle too much socialising xx

[tyme]

So you love socialising @Shaz51 ?

I'm not good at socialising..... or shall I say, I don't like socialising.

[Shaz51]

Actually no i dont like socialising too much   @tyme , a little bit is OK 

[tyme]

I don't like socialising at all @Shaz51 . 

But looking from the outside, no one would know that I don't like socialising.

People think I thrive on it and love socialising  - but I actually hate it and inside there's a lot of anxiety.

Oh well....

tyme

[Shaz51]

Mr shaz is the same @tyme 

People say how can he has MI has he tells jokes 

Soo we are doing less and less 

[tyme]

@Shaz51 - That's why I push myself to get out. I know that if I don't keep doing it, I'll do it less and less which ultimately won't be good for me in the future.

[Shaz51]

Very true @tyme , soo thinking of you tomorrow and walking with you 

That is why sometimes as a carer , we can fall into that which is no good for us  either

And someone close  said to me  that me being mentally and emotionally abused by my father when I was young has affected me within!!! 

[tyme]

@Shaz51  - I hear you. So true.

Hugs