Anxiety is high

[BlueBay]

Hi @rav3n 

I don’t know what to talk about??

each moment I’m thinking of our diminishing finances and I worry to the point of feeling sick.  I can’t even think of any solutions. 

[rav3n]

i can see that handling all the financial issues on your own is really weighing on you @BlueBay perhaps it's time to share that financial burden with someone so it's not all on your shoulders? whether that's a crisis line or financial counsellor, there are free supports out there (i've linked them to your other thread but i'm happy to link them here as well!) 

and please know that there's nothing shameful about this. you are allowed to talk about these problems and it's not your fault, you deserve to be able to openly speak about it. 

[BlueBay]

@rav3n 🥲🥲🥲

[rav3n]

@BlueBay sending you extra hugs🫂💜

[BlueBay]

Had a cry this morning while trying to get food organised for lunch. 10 of us!! 
Thinking of my dad 🥲

didn’t sleep well - too much on my mind 

I know once I see my 7 yr old granddaughter I’ll be ok for a while. 
emotions are a bit everywhere today. Feeling a lot 

[Snowie]

Good morning @BlueBay 

Just wanted to come by with some Christmas wishes.

I hope it goes ok for you today.

Sending lots of 💌💌

[BlueBay]

Thanks lovely @Snowie  

j hope you have a nice day too.  I know you’re struggling - just go slow. Sending you lots of love and best wishes 🎄xxx

[BlueBay]

all kids turned up 

my daughter was in a shitty mood. She was preparing the platter and spilt oil on her new dress. She cracked it. Went to wash it and dry it - it then made a hole. 
Not happy as they are going to her fiancés family later for dinner. She will go home to get changed. 
i ended up telling to her stop bring so angry. 
I offered her something else to wear or an apron but she refused. 
older son had lunch but left straight away as he had to work this afternoon. It’s a shame he didn’t spend much time with us. 
my youngest son snd girlfriend here for the night. But they’re good.  Very helpful both of them. 
my back is very sore so Ive taken myself away from everyone and laying down on my bed with air con on 

@Snowie @rav3n @tyme 

[Snowie]

Well done for making time for yourself @BlueBay amongst all the chaos.

Hoping tonight is just a chill night for you.

[BlueBay]

Thanks @Snowie 

how was your day?