im back..... i think

[Former-Member]

I know the feeling well @outlander. If it was me sitting in your place, I would be shaking and twitching, unable to stop the tears (which is not crying it's just a physical reaction with me) and the inevitable runny nose; of which fear grasps me in such a way I can not even bring myself to wipe it!

The reason I choose to think about my breathing is to change my focus. It helps 'pull in' the run-away emotions. No matter how embarrassed your feeling, or how embarrassing you appear to others, you are trying. It's like your facing a mountain so high you can't even see the peak. But keep putting one foot after the other, however you can, and not only will you see it, you'll reach it and plant your flag.

I know how difficult this is for you, how exhausting it is, how much effort your giving.

Don't give up, your stronger than you can see right now. I believe in you

[outlander]

Awww @Owlunar ❤❤❤ im out of my appointment now and im so embarrassed about it and on monday is the other hard one

[outlander]

Aww @Niqueeta i have a stupid tendency to smile and even with tears atreaming down my face. Im scared and i have to wait and progress again and its taking everything i have and monday hasnt even came yet

[Owlunar]

What happened with your appointment @outlander - and why do you feel embarrassed?

There is no need to feel embarrassed - but I am sure that most women have had tests on their girl-parts and felt weird - I know I have

So do you have your pelvic exam on Monday - I know that is going to be hard for you - I will try my best to hold your hand - imagine I am anyway

I will be thinking of you - and caring

Dec

[outlander]

She wants me to try steroid cream until i go back on monday and see if there is any progress. I
Im so scared @Owlunar i want it to go away
And yes monday ive booked in for the pelvic exam i dont know how im going to go im already freaking out and i dont know if ill even be able to go through with it just yet

[Former-Member]

😄 I have the same tendency @outlander! Can  you imagine it - this blubbering, dribbly, pale Cheshire cat, shaking in a corner 🙂 😄

One down, one to go . . . and this one - you've done it! Let yourself feel proud about that 🙂

[outlander]

We must be twins then @Former-Member cause u just desrcibed me
We can sit in the corner and smile our weird smiles shaking and blubbering away together ❤❤❤

Yes this appointment is over but getting checked again on monday as well

[outlander]

Also @Owlunar added to the ens of the post i juat wrote i as i cant edit on phone. Id love to draw you something
Can u pick something for me to draw you?

[Owlunar]

Triplets I think @outlander and @Former-Member

You should be around me when I have to have a tooth out - or rather - the root of a tooth - I have lost a lot of teeth because of my bad bite - and everytime I freak out to a major degree and tell jokes non-stop - luckily I have a very good dentist

And I have female exams as well - and would not tell a male doctor if I had a problem - only the female doctor at my clinic - so I get it

So the three of us can twitch together over the weekend - just supporting you Outlander - oh dear - and men can be such sooks about it but we girls have so much more to bother about

About the steroid cream - I am wondering how that can help but maybe it will - I hope so - I think it might - I pray it will -

So I am thinking my best thoughts hard - very hard

Dec

[Owlunar]

I love the ocean @outlander

I was there a few weeks ago and really want to go back soon - I think I will go in July -

Dec - ah - this is a pic from near the motel where I was staying