im back..... i think

[Former-Member]

Ah @outlander I feel your pain. My mum used to snoop when I was living at home! And one time my dad actually read my diary and then grounded me for 3 months because of some personal stuff he had read in there. I was so mortified and humiliated. That was when I was about 14. But mum would snoop when I was about 20. Now only my dogs snoop and they're just snooping for bits of food so I'm safe now!

[outlander]

Yeah my mum use to.do that to me too so i never wrote anything bad or personal in it i knew she was reading it but she didnt know that i knew
They still snoop now i cant wait till i get my own privacy @Former-Member
Im sure they still read it now so i don't use it. Even my car isn't safe they always seem to snoop there too

[outlander]

Im fighting urges of SH

[Former-Member]

Please don't hurt yourself @outlander. Is there someone you can call? The lifeline number?

[Former-Member]

Are you there @outlander ? xx

[Anony18]

Hi @outlander - I hope you didn't see my non response as an abandonment. I left on an impromptu drive to nature to get fresh air and get peace from my head temporarily. I returned to rush for dinner with a few gfs and am now back seeing how everyone is doing, particularly you my friend. The thoughts disappeared temporarily but are now all back giving me the anxiety because there is no silence in my head. 

I read all your posts. It sounds like you are giving an exceptionally rough day - bullies, the physical pain and your snooping sister. I have 2 sisters and 4 brothers so know what it's like to argue with them and have them be all snoopy, it's like leave me alone!!!! I am hoping and praying tomorrow will be a much better day for you. Know I am here as with the others. Please try not to harm yourself and delete yourself. Take a step back from forums if need be. You are worth it my friend. As hard as it is, we need remember that we are all worth it to be loved for our goodness and the scars we hold. This includes you. 

You know one funny thing. Last couple days been listening at least once or twice to Alessia cara's - Scars to your beautiful. If you have not, do listen. Her lyrics hit me particularly the chorus

But there's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are
And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful

[Former-Member]

@Anony18 I was listening to that today also, such a beautiful song. Wish I could have heard it 10 years ago! The lyrics are just amazing

[Anony18]

I know @Former-Member - I just heard it again. I listen to it when I am feeling low about myself. It makes me cry of course 

[Former-Member]

It's also a good one to belt out in the car full volume @Anony18 which is what I did today! I'm in a weird place right now we're I feel great all day then in the evening feel horrendously sad. We haven't met - hi I'm Nooks. I'm pretty new here

[Anony18]

Hi @Former-Member 🤗

I literally fell asleep after I sent that. But have woken up suddenly an hr and half ago and have trouble going back sleep 😒😔

Well am here if you like talk about this weird place you are in or when you feel horrendously sad.