Hello @TAB well this rotten moon/uranus transit for me is still playing up. All kinds of things that could otherwise have been testing my nerves. The transit lasts until mid January! lol
Thank God for fluorite crystal - it creates order out of chaos! I love fluorite for transits such as these. I feel poised and in control. Fluorite has a wonderful way of creating calm and serenity when this go awry. Stuff can be erupting all over the scene but you are as cool as a cucumber.
Yesterday was having serious problems with accessing the cloud for photos on my phone and got locked out and today the computer went bung.
Spoke to tech wizard the day right before holidays and he gave me some tips as best he could but I found myself in the jungle lol
Had to download a new MacOS for my computer and the download was temperamental. It took a long while to download and the computer just kept rebooting itself many times over. Eeks! Well its all working now.
All I need now is Santa coming through my chimney and forget to leave milk and biscuits! lol
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Hello All,
The hard bit ...
@saturnzoon @greenpea @SmilingGecko @TAB @everyone
Hello @saturnzoon I'm StanD. Apologies, I have not been on the forums too much. (I have missed my friends) I am personally not caught up with your story. I am hearing grief & hardship. I wish I could give you the magic words to take away the pain. For me, it helps if I let myself know that I can feel how I feel.
Only I know my story. Only I can be know the insurmountable blackness, that I have endured, & the personal affect it has had on me.
Your feelings are valid.
I am not a trained professional, I can share what my beautiful psychologist said to me (part of my home work, I guess)
"A thought is only a thought. Not fact."
I am spending Christmas alone this year. I would love to have a beautiful family who would cherish me as I walked in the door. Alas, they were not the cards dealt to me.
We are a kind of family on here. At least this is my belief. People on here, have said words to me, that got me thru my darkest whirlpool abyss.
Biological family - never said words to me.
You sound like a beautiful soul. I am good at picking up on energies. I can feel you are decent, well rounded person. Heartbroken maybe, like me.
I'm sending you love, and everyone who happens to read this. Love, love, love.
Last night, I learnt about love for myself.
@SmilingGecko I will def. Play your solfeggios on my swish new headphones. And hey ❤️
My new house is getting along with me.
Previously, I was imprisoned in dv relationship of 20 years.
It's strange. I don't know what I'm 'allowed' to do. A 46 year old female, for the first time ever - simply being.
I don't care if I've gone overboard. I spent last few hours making a magical fairy garden.
I ALWAYS wanted to do that. I'm allowed. I have windchimes that sounds like fairies dancing. It is about 3 weeks I have been here now.
I really want to share my efforts with anyone who is interested.
(Yes TAB - I've gone completely soft. FYI - I don't get hangovers, like At All, must be my super power? What is yours?)
Not felt like drinking last few days. Maybe today? Or tonight?
I talk lots.
Hang in there @saturnzoon thankyou so much for including me.
Sneak peak😎
xx
StanD
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Help us push aside the stigma and discrimination surrounding complex mental health and change the way people talk about, and care for, mental illness.
SANE acknowledges the Traditional Owners of Country throughout Australia and recognises the continuing connection to lands, waters and communities. We pay our respect to Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures; and to Elders past and present.
SANE values diversity. We are committed to providing a safe, culturally appropriate, and inclusive service for all people, regardless of their ethnicity, faith, disability, sexuality, or gender identity.