Good Morning

[TAB]

I'm really not feeling it hey, but I'm going to beach. even if I sit in car in carpark lol @SmilingGecko @StuF  laters

[SmilingGecko]

Even if you grab a beer and some fish and chips and sit by the ocean, walking along the shore. You could go to a seaside cafe or something @TAB I used to do that for myself when I felt alone. It might be worth checking out the local shopping district. When I was with my ex we used to take the car across Port Phillip Bay in a ferry and go to Geelong.  Enjoy the sights and sounds and check out stuff you have not done before 🙂 I know it can feel isolating just doing for yourself but you may surprise yourself at how good you feel. 

[MDT]

afternoon all
just on a work meeting
hope you're all well

there are a few things happening these days

turns out the director at work got moved on.... dunno what happened there so i guess i will find out

things change so quickly

but i'm feeling okay somehow.... hope you're all well

[TAB]

You're surviving @MDT put money in bank, get referees, keep on keeping on ..

[MDT]

hell yeah @TAB


Meant more in terms of things actually being "good"

Feels odd lol

Should probs just enjoy it shouldn't I ?

[TAB]

Yes try and un-learn the negative stuff and let positive in maybe @MDT 

you see what I meant about quitting being final? 
you're still getting paid, happy even. 
beats miserable and having deal with long lasting actions(quitting) as solution to short term prob justified being upset. If only I knew. Still there's next life ha ha 

[MDT]

Agreed re un-learning negative stuff @TAB

yeah i said this to someone the other day - I'm in the winning position atm so why change the strategy?

[MDT]

yeah it makes a difference when the right people are put above i think @TAB
In terms of management
so will see how this one pans out aye

see you round

gonna go buy some crap on the internet

most likely Lego

[SmilingGecko]

Hello @MDT I'm into Human Design which is an occult system which is a modern synthesis of divination systems

It said this as of today. (see below) As for me I have had some dramatic welcome shifts. 

A Human Design chart looks something like this:

[MDT]

Morning forumites

Gonna do a responsible adult thing today and establish a budget once and for all.

Prior to that I need to lessen my health insurance costs. Looks like I don't need dental for a while or optician. That's good news. Can reduce those insurance costs.

In terms of wasting money- well I need to reign it in. There are ways ofc. Life hacks.

The next stages in my life aren't yet written so I need a hit of time to work out a plan. Most importantly that plan needs to look at what I WANT. because I know I can chase it.

There's so much potential there left in me - just gotta harness it. Reminds of the music teacher at school who said I had potential in music but he never gave me an award. Funny how I've held on to that isn't it ? You'd think by 15 years later that I would've been able to move on. Apparently not. But the ghost is there. Like Alan Watts says, you have to confront ghosts and when you do you realise that they can just be walked through. Conquered rather easily really.

Well anyway I could muse here for longer but the earth is still spinning...catch yous later